so keep in mind, i hardly ever see this particular friend of mine and we hardly talk but we are best friends and when we talk we plan to call that night and not only is it unspoken but we often organise it for 8pm. our last call we didn’t do because of family problems and she was okay with that - i told her an hour and a half later i explained why. she hadn’t called me ONCE. i’m always the one to call. and i get it, i was meant to call tonight it was planned out and all, i rushed dinner to make it and everything. i missed family movie night for her, because believe it or not i am in love with my best friend of like 5 years. she didn’t answer, respond, tell me anything and she was the one to initiate the idea of the call in the first place. I latter went to call another friend to talk to since she knows of my crush WHO IS STRAIGHT. tonight i was gonna come out to her. i knew that my best friend would accept me, i wasn’t planning on tell her about my crush on her but coming out yes. I called her 7 times in an hour. messaged and now honestly i’m just sad, numb sort of. what do i do am i over thinking