Summary of the long rant that I accidentally deleted:
My grandma died and I don’t care, cat>grandma, I am sick and have the same thing that killed my grandma, irony lol, I am sick and breathing hurts, I am passively suicidal, I hate myself, I knowingly worsen my body’s health, don’t be like me, if I don’t come back for half of a year I am probs dead and you won’t care ;)