Your mom

Reading what I wrote when I was *checks the date* 14 makes me want to curl up and die but it’s okay.
          I also recently found a diary from 2018 and oh god. I was so different back then. It’s very very embarrassing but oh well. Don’t scroll back too far on my profile lol
          
          It’s pretty funny that Wattpad was the first time I posted anything on the internet. And this isn’t even my first Wattpad account. I had another one before this one.
          
          But yeah, when I made this account I was in the trenches. Just very unhappy haha
          And now I‘d say I‘m more or less happy. I have a girlfriend, I go to therapy, I‘m going to study (in maybe 8 years I‘ll be a psychologist), I have two cute cats and I am doing well!
          I still have anxiety and really bad days sometimes but things are looking up. :)
          My old self from 2018-2023 would be proud.

Absolutely insane how many years have passed since I started reading fanfics and learning English! I‘m not really active on here, like ever. If you, for some reason, want to read any of my newer works then you can look for me on ao3 (it’s the same name) and I did link the account to this one in my bio

Still alive?

OMG. Guess who officially cut off their toxic friend? Meeeee
          I did get lots of angry messages and voicemails but meh 

I totally forgot I ever write so many myct fanfics since I cleansed my AO3 profile of all of them already. Even one I was pretty proud of. It was pretty impulsive

Guess who’s not single anymore
          
          Woo

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Summary of the long rant that I accidentally deleted:
          My grandma died and I don’t care, cat>grandma, I am sick and have the same thing that killed my grandma, irony lol, I am sick and breathing hurts, I am passively suicidal, I hate myself, I knowingly worsen my body’s health, don’t be like me, if I don’t come back for half of a year I am probs dead and you won’t care ;)

POV: you just wrote a long rant but it was so long is exceeded the character limit for this Update status so it all got deleted and you are just so done with life and can’t get yourself to rewrite everything