WhatIsWrongWithMe?

Hello everyone this is Rowan's GF. I'm not going to say much but they're okay as of now. They did attempt  but their parents found them before it was too late and they're currently in the hospital recovering from their overdose. Their parents are getting them a new therapist and taking extra precautions to make sure this doesn't happen again. I only know this because of when I went to visit them they told me everything (Their parents weren't in the room they wanted to give us space) And they told me too tell all of you everything so you wouldn't be worried (I already had her password and everything). I read over her message and I want to clear some things up (they can confirm or deny anything once they get better) 1: they're parents have been very stressed lately and being slightly neglectful and on edge, 2: them and their brother aren't that close because of an incident when they were younger (I do not feel comfortable explaining), 3: I absolutely love them with all my heart and that is why we're together I didn't know they felt the way they did and I'm going to change my behavior from now on. I hate how it took a literal suicide attempt to make anything better but everyone's going to do they're best to make them feel better. Thank you for your understanding and support it means the world.

Why I'm Going To Commit.
          
          This might seem sudden and out of the blue but it's just not worth it anymore. My parents are always angry at me my friends don't care anymore, my girlfriend is only with me because she pity's me, and my brother might as well be a stranger. I'm depressed, my therapist is doing the bare minimum and I'm not getting better. I can't handle the stress or the pain. I'm a kid, A KID. since I'm not gonna be here anymore I'm gonna say some things about myself! Hi, I'm Rowan. I'm 13 and going into the seventh grade. I'm nonbinary and pansexual. I love to read but I don't do it very often anymore. I used to have a lot of hobbies but again I don't do them very often. I have a German shepherd and I'm the youngest of two. I'm a therian and I really like strange/odd things. I'm sorry for not being active, I'm sorry to my family and friends and hopefully you'll be happier now. @Eddie_vdA I'm sorry that I was a pretty distant friend overall. @marzwrites_ I know you don't know me but I just wanted to say that I really admire you as a writer and I love your stories. @iamtheanimeweeb really the same as marz, and I think that yes you should change the pfp we could always use a revamp! And finally, to all of you, thank you for being one of the most supportive communities I've ever been in, I love all of you even if we don't know each other. Don't be sad, I'm doing what's gonna make the people I care about happy and if that means me killing myself so be it.
          
          Goodbye.
          
          ~Rowan

Hey...... Soooo It's been a while since I've posted any chapters on any of my books, y'all are so patient I swear. Anyway, life sucks and I've been feeling a lot of burnouts from school and shit, also for my Hunter x Reader book, it probs won't ever get another part as I'm not in the TOH community anymore, SUPER SRRY ABOUT THAT! Anyway, for the Keefe x reader I'm working on chapter two rn, chapter one makes me cringe so hard though. Anyway, thank you guys for 56 followers that's insane! Have a great day/afternoon/night and since I missed them all
          
          Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays
          
          and Happy New Year/ Happy 2025!!!!

We off hiatus early bitches, lets freaking gooooo!!!!!!

Not off hiatus but auditions for the school musical are tomorrow and I'm nervous wish me luck!

HOLAA!!!
          
          HOW ARE UUU???

OMIGOSH
          
          
          @cherrysterry IS PLANNING TO COMMIT!!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          GO SPAM HER WITH THE KINDEST WORDS U HAVE IN UR DICTIONARY RN!!!!!!
          
          
          
          ALSO, SENDTHIS ZO AS MANY PPL AS U CAN, WE WATTPADDIANS NEED TO STICK TOGETHER!!!!!!

Let's keep this quick, I'm going on hiatus, let's start with the questions
          1) Why?
          because school starts next week my family is basically taking away the privacy I have in my computer, so I won't be able to get on Wattpad
          2) When are you coming back?
          Next summer. I know its long, but I can't get my privacy back till summer starts again
          3) Will I check in?
          Of course! if I ever get the chance, I'll come back on to see what's happening, I might also be on my other acc (@ElloPjoFanHere) bc  it's on my phone
          
          I'm going to miss you guys SOSOSOSOSO much, and to @Eddie_vDA thank you, you might not know it but when you first messaged me I was contemplating suicide, you just being there and complementing my PFP was so kind, and it really gave me hope, I know it sounds stupid, but thank you for being one of my closet friends, even if I don't know your face, you mean so much to me and I'll probably miss you the most. Goodbye everyone, I'll be back I promise
          
          -Rowan your nonbinary author who will miss you all so much

Guess who was brushing their hair bc they haven't in a week, and then found 3 bald spots due to stress and stuff, SHOOL HASNT EVEN STARTED YET!!!!!!! also I have a hair appointment on Thursday so wish me luck! (Its a lady I've never met before)

Hey guys meet my sad dish buddy lol @Just_Another_Abby