Ty. I just. I've never felt so low before. I'm tired and I'm hurt. I got into a fight with my mom. I was trying to get my point across , but I somehow insulted her instead. I guess I've been irrationally angry and its hurting people. I've apologized to her, and my siblings, even though I feel like I didnt do anything wrong. I just feel guilty if I dont. I ALWAYS apologize. Even if my mom apologized first I do it anyway. I just wanted them to realize that I wasnt their maid. But I somehow screwed that up. And my mom everytime she sees me angry or upset. She starts to interrogate me. Asking well why r u upset. And she pushes. And pushes. Until I break and i spill. I'm just tired of feeling like crap and a bully in my own house.