I'm Saucy

I losE mY VisIon in one eye every time I wear my contacts. SOMETIMES I LIKE LOOKING LIKE KATARA BUT AT WHAT COST

AAAgh, why can't I just be one of those girls who says she doesn't want a relationship and means it? I genuinely am intrigued by this guy. I know his family situation, but I know nothing about him. I just want one conversation so I'm not stuck thinking "What could've happened?" :/

Me: develops a crush on ANOTHER senior with a rep for being stuck up 
          
          Senior: Is nice to me
          
          Me: catches him staring when I'm actually being a calm human being
          
          Me: WANTS TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM FROM HIM
          
          Me: Catches him watching me dance
          
          Me: JUST TALK TO ME!!!! STOP STARING AND TALK TO ME!! WE HAVE TWO MONTHS TOGETHER!!!
          
          Him: Walks past me in the hallway and stares at his phone
          
          Me:.... I hate seniors.

Me: flirts
          
          Me: I don't catch feelings, I am above such mortal desires.
          
          Him: Smiles, flirts back, makes it clear that we can't be together though. 
          
          Me: ....INTELLIGENT EYES AND A HUNGER-PANG FRAME!!!!!! IM NeVer S aT is Fie!d 
          
          Don't be like me. 

Low-key freaking out because I just screwed up an algebra test and midterm is like tomorrow.