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hi everyone, im disconnecting the email from this account so its actually finally it this time. goodbye :)) 

i knew wilbur had wattpad. the prophecy is true 

hi i guys i’m back except i’m a techno stan lmao? shits insane man 

remember that idea about them meeting everyday 

which of you sweet lil things just went onto my twitter and spit straight kind words at my survey 

wtf there’s another one surprise also super sweet not as wholesome but just as amazing oh no oh no i love them both i catch feelings way too easily
          

omfg watch me get canceled for a tweet I regret 

I follow all of my followers back and try to respond as much as possible to them, whether it be stories/fanfic, or reading their message board. I like to try to give back, y’know?

I’ve been taking about this to a few friends and I forgot to mention it to my followers (oops)
          How would you like a dystopian SMP AU where OC is like the key to finding out what happened to civilization but her mind is wiped clean of all but her name and a few simple memories. The SMP boys (and girl, I’m literally in love with Angel) find OC and they go ‘oh hey someone else is alive!’ and then they go VENTURE. (okay there’s a lot more then that ‍♀️‍♀️‍♀️) 
          No real people ships. (no schlatbur or any of that shit) 
          No brutal murders. (I’m not like ew smpronpa, I’d actually like to write something like that, but the idea of a thousand angry people rioting me doesn’t sound fun, y’know?) 
          Maybe some OC ship action tho? We’ll see, I guess. 

I hate it when my stories get reads because then I feel like I have to update.
          Is this what I’ve been dreaming of since I joined this app, 2016, different account, fresh out of the incredibly cringe stage of my life and into the strange obsessions with fanfiction, is this really what I wanted? If I had blown up with one of my stupid xreader books when I started with my horrible grammar and effortless short chapters would I be happier? I feel like I’m much more connected with this community then I was in the gigantic fandoms, but I feel more pressured when the people on this app are closer to me than ever before to the point where they help me with ideas, and I’ve never felt so happy and excited, yet stressed and sad at the same time. I thought I was going to be better after this break, but the break just shoved me into the state of mind that I was letting down my readers. Ted imagine instead of doing my homework tonight? Of course. Good thing it isn't due until Wednesday.