Whiplash

Most people: "It's Valentines Day! Let's eat chocolate!"
          
          Me: "It's Valentines Day! Let's eat Doritos!"

It's so cold right now I organized all of my school stuff and took half an hour to do it in order to avoid letting go of my textbook for the reading I have to do because it's so big it preserves heat. It looks like every binder I have ever owned barfed its contents over the span of my desk... 

I wish when someone committed to something as important as the well being of others, they'd actually care and make an effort. 

 #Lowkey did not just hit publish on an incomplete chapter. Did nothing of the sort. It was not blank. Nope... nothing to see. *whistles innocently* 

Low key getting stabbed by tubes of toothpaste hiding behind blankets and pillows. 
          
          That's what happens when you room with strangers   lmao I need new roommates and it's been two days

Casually destroying my pedicure and my toes with stairs. It's a talent.

I have this thing where I love going back and reading some of the things I'm proud of, but when I get to the end of what I've written so far, I get upset because it's unfulfilling. I want to keep reading it but I don't know how to write it in a way that makes me happy.
          
          Plowing through just makes it really trashy, so I it almost always just sits. Doing nothing, going nowhere. 
           #strugglingsohardwithwordsrightnow 

I know I haven't updated or posted messages recently, and here are the reasons why:
          
          My phone broke, I'm taking insanely difficult and advanced classes, my wireless is broken, I had band practice, I get insane amounts of homework, and then I have work to do, on top of trying to keep the friendships I have alive, maintain club life, sleep at least five hours a night, shower, and more than half of the time I'm feeling sick and wanting nothing but sleep I just can't have. It's super stressful, but I'm finally getting a handle on everything, and starting to understand and do better in all things. :) 
          
          I'm in it for the long haul, and now that things are better, I can finally write something more than notes for a chapter or one shot, or small creative snippet. Thanks so much everyone for sticking around, and I promise I won't disappoint all 64 of you! (That's a huge number ohmygawsh o_o) ❤️❤️

Okay, class isn't terrible usually. I get the lazier of my peers to focus and work hard, and I prefer sitting next to less hardworking people than next to know-it-alls, but today I tried something new, and I desperately miss my friends. 
          
          This girl doesn't like me, and I don't mind (she's allowed to have her own opinions after all,)  yet I'm going to try and make myself her friend, even if she doesn't want to be mine. 
          
          Can't let someone else's attitude stop me, right? On a happier note, (or sadder, I'm kind of getting mixed emotions about this) I'm completing my first actual book on here soon, so cheers for that! (?) 

Spring is almost over, and summer is coming along with its extreme heat and sunburns galore! 
          
          To evenly burn (or hopefully tan) myself, I'm going out to my favorite store, so if anyone here likes Charlotte Russe, then everything's half off from now till six! :)