okay, so hey everyone. it has been over two months since i published anything that was 'new' or whatever. this last year, something has changed in me. i like writing but it felt like a job that i didn't enjoy. i love writing fanfiction and it still brings me job but being on wattpad doesn't. i wrote my only story when i was fourteen and going into grade nine. i loved the whole idea of writing fanfics and i thought that it was so exciting. i thought that for four years. this last year, has brought fewer updates and more excuses. i also got sad when i saw that my hard work hadn't gotten the traction that i expected. i realized i am not a great writer and i think that's part of it. so, i have done things like this before - but never like this. this is my final goodbye. this is the curtain dropping on a show that's been going on for way too long. i will always love writing and my one shots and where shall i look will stay up but i won't be writing anymore. i will still semi-regularly check on the stories i have followed but today is the last update. december 24th 2017 is the last thing i will post on this account. i realized without knowing it, i have outgrown writing on here. i don't have the spark anymore. it's time to pull the plug. it also has been some amazing times being on here - but it's time to say goodbye. i will always appreciate the 10k + reads on where shall i look. it still surprises me that people enjoy it. being on here will always be my best kept little secret. yes, no one in my life knew or currently knows about this account. it seems that i can kept a damn secret. thanks to everyone for following me and enjoying everything i have written over the years. these last five years have been a blast but i am going on a permanent hiatus. maybe one day, i will come back and write most stuff but not today or tomorrow. not in the foreseeable future.
so, in the words of my chemical romance: so long and goodnight.
