hi! i’m so sorry i cannot hold contact, it’s always been something i’m not very good at. i don’t know how you are, or even if you’re alive right now, but wherever you are; i still wait for you. i haven’t really been the same since i stopped hearing from you, even though you’ve probably already forgotten about me. it’s alright. i do miss your laugh, and your smile, and your usual, beautiful self. you really always were, and will continue to be, the most breathtaking person i’ll ever see. i’m also sorry this reaching out is so random, but i just wanted to talk to you even if it’s just one more time. i’ve never really forgotten you, even though we gradually stopped talking. you’re always in the back of my mind. i always wonder how id been so lucky to be able to meet you. those paragraphs you’d written me a few years ago, i still cherish. i will always love you, and i hope one day those childish promises we made to each other will come true. also happy late birthday, even thought im pretty sure i wished you happy birthday before. i have a gift for you if you’d ever want it. it’s nothing much, just a few bracelets, but i thought you’d maybe like them. thank you for everything, i hope you’re okay.