I've officially postponed Chapter 10 of Tuesday. I've started writing a new story, called 'The Greatest Actress' about my experience with depression within those around me. I understand that the struggle of depression is a very difficult thing, and needs to be addressed. Many friends of mine struggle with this, and I'm often called a 'happy freak of nature' but still I have some struggles coming from those I'm closest to having depression. It's hard to explain, but I'm very optimistic and have stupid, childish, dreams of acting that I hope will one day come true. But with those around me feeling empty 98% of the time, they are much better actors than me. Because not many people can tell how fake their smiles are.
