I’ve rewritten this post a hundred times and I still don’t know how I should start.
Truth is, I really thought I was back on track when I last published but I haven’t been able to write another word ever since. Not just for On the Falling but also in my personal life. I am still a wreck.
Every day I stare at my pen or my keyboard and nothing comes out. I think about Aaron and Jane and how they must feel like I had given up on them. I think about my wattpad friends and wonder if they are still doing well wherever they are.
So I’ve decided to officially put On the Falling on hold. I haven’t decided yet if I should unpublish it or not so I’ll leave it there for now.
You know, I often think about this quote that I love: « There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed » (Hemingway). That’s how I used to view writing but now that I can’t write, does it mean that I have stopped bleeding too? I don’t know but I want to believe that I will find another way to get back to you.
I am so sorry if you feel that I am letting you guys down but please believe that I am truly thankful for your support. I just saw the numbers and wow, I feel so honored. I wish words could just flow out of me and reach you.
With much love and see you again (I hope),
Willow