WingsOfGalaxy

10.03.2026
          	
          	I'd been holed up in my home for two years. Consider it mild depression or this weird unwillingness to face real life. Self study is a bitch. Especially when you're alone. You'd expect me to say Enha kept me afloat. In reality, I don't know if it kept me afloat or made me satisfied with this living. Either way, I know I smiled the most while watching them. I fell prey to the same parasocial relationship I thought I was too smart for. 
          	
          	It took a good while to get back up. After stalling it for months, I went to my college today to collect my graduation certificates. I dressed up, did my hair well. Felt good about myself after so long. 
          	
          	And I come home to this headline. 
          	
          	I'm writing this message with swollen eyes. I need to clean my glasses because the tears have left marks. This is a wake-up call to focus on real life. Celebrities aren't going to give me a better life. They definitely aren't therapists. After crying for two hours straight, I'm going to look at the bright side of this, however small. 
          	
          	TFW will still continue. I'm not sure if you guys would want to read it. But it's a part of me and a part of my writing passion that I want to pursue in the future. Maybe the words will flow more dramatically because of how strongly I feel about Heeseung's departure.
          	
          	On a side note, if Belift made him do this by force, I hope the company goes bankrupt in the worst scandal of history. If it's his own call, after six whole years with his group and Fandom who doted on him, I wish him all the best. Maybe someday, I can be myself to take a look at his solo projects. But that's just a new artist. Not the Lee Heeseung I've been seeing for the past five years. 
          	
          	The old Enhypen is gone. 
          	The old fan in me is gone too. 
          	

nawora1234

The whole thing is still very much shocking... No matter how much I think about it.. I won't wrap my head around why he would leave... That too so suddenly... But of course I still want to read TFW... Whatever this is... This too shall pass... 
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snehaCLG

@WingsOfGalaxy I totally agree with you especially the fact that being focused or being smitten over celebrities doesn't make your life any easier when you are going through a lot in your real life and the moment things like this come up it feels like a heartbreak in a personal level......
          	  And I truly get your view on your writing cuz like how reading was mine writing must have been your escape from real life and I love that you're not giving up due to everything happening around! And also I'm sad devastated and what not but I'll still read when I can but not exactly after you post cuz I definitely need a few days to recover from all this but will be back for your story cuz I'm totally devoted to your story and it's lore....
          	  So take care of yourself and yeah a big hug for all the engenes who are crying are numb and confused. Take care everyone!
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hatoh2

This message was much needed for all of us ria thankyou for helping me climb out of this pit of misery 
          	  As a fan there is not much I can do about this other than support them
          	  Spiralling in this parasocial delusional illusion that i have built in my mind is not healthy
          	  
          	  Moreover, I am so happy that you have decided to continue tfw 
          	  This was very brave of you 
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maya200002

I really hope he comes back 
          

WingsOfGalaxy

@maya200002 it seems unlikely... 
            All online pages have marked him as a former member. It's all so fast I can't keep up. 
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WingsOfGalaxy

10.03.2026
          
          I'd been holed up in my home for two years. Consider it mild depression or this weird unwillingness to face real life. Self study is a bitch. Especially when you're alone. You'd expect me to say Enha kept me afloat. In reality, I don't know if it kept me afloat or made me satisfied with this living. Either way, I know I smiled the most while watching them. I fell prey to the same parasocial relationship I thought I was too smart for. 
          
          It took a good while to get back up. After stalling it for months, I went to my college today to collect my graduation certificates. I dressed up, did my hair well. Felt good about myself after so long. 
          
          And I come home to this headline. 
          
          I'm writing this message with swollen eyes. I need to clean my glasses because the tears have left marks. This is a wake-up call to focus on real life. Celebrities aren't going to give me a better life. They definitely aren't therapists. After crying for two hours straight, I'm going to look at the bright side of this, however small. 
          
          TFW will still continue. I'm not sure if you guys would want to read it. But it's a part of me and a part of my writing passion that I want to pursue in the future. Maybe the words will flow more dramatically because of how strongly I feel about Heeseung's departure.
          
          On a side note, if Belift made him do this by force, I hope the company goes bankrupt in the worst scandal of history. If it's his own call, after six whole years with his group and Fandom who doted on him, I wish him all the best. Maybe someday, I can be myself to take a look at his solo projects. But that's just a new artist. Not the Lee Heeseung I've been seeing for the past five years. 
          
          The old Enhypen is gone. 
          The old fan in me is gone too. 
          

nawora1234

The whole thing is still very much shocking... No matter how much I think about it.. I won't wrap my head around why he would leave... That too so suddenly... But of course I still want to read TFW... Whatever this is... This too shall pass... 
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snehaCLG

@WingsOfGalaxy I totally agree with you especially the fact that being focused or being smitten over celebrities doesn't make your life any easier when you are going through a lot in your real life and the moment things like this come up it feels like a heartbreak in a personal level......
            And I truly get your view on your writing cuz like how reading was mine writing must have been your escape from real life and I love that you're not giving up due to everything happening around! And also I'm sad devastated and what not but I'll still read when I can but not exactly after you post cuz I definitely need a few days to recover from all this but will be back for your story cuz I'm totally devoted to your story and it's lore....
            So take care of yourself and yeah a big hug for all the engenes who are crying are numb and confused. Take care everyone!
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hatoh2

This message was much needed for all of us ria thankyou for helping me climb out of this pit of misery 
            As a fan there is not much I can do about this other than support them
            Spiralling in this parasocial delusional illusion that i have built in my mind is not healthy
            
            Moreover, I am so happy that you have decided to continue tfw 
            This was very brave of you 
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Millayy4

Hey...have you heard about heeseung leaving enhypen... I'm trying not to crash out rn, how abt u?

sweeneee

this message may be offensive
i dont wanna imagine how he left the group with the members behind, the en'o'clock episodes still streaming, anime streaming and the manga..ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT BRO
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sweeneee

all i remember are the solo-stans saying how heeseung overshadows his OWN group
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Millayy4

@WingsOfGalaxy i don't want to believe this tbh. People will call us lot crazy for being so connected with ppl who don't even know we exist but enhypen has genuinely made a home in my heart. I think I'll take that minute to crash out now.
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sweeneee

heeseung left enhypen.

sweeneee

feels like ive no hope left
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WingsOfGalaxy

@sweeneee I've been crying for the last 2 hours...
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WingsOfGalaxy

Chapter 16 posted everyone. 
          
          
          PS: I was supposed to ask my mom for the Enhypen movie yesterday. And I forgot. So now there are no more shows T_T
          I cried a little...

yangwoooon

hell… i want to watch it too but i am broke rn and it’s exam week 
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Sayonara17

@WingsOfGalaxy dont cry *hug*
            i cant go even if i want- first of all exams and second of all.....they wont even allow me....
            dw grab the opportunity next time- whether concert or movie, anything!!
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paradox_invasion7

@WingsOfGalaxy  bad memory, that's why eat dry fruits (it's ok di, maybe next time if the fate allows )
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hatoh2

RISIAIAIIAIAIA RIA GUESS WHO ITS ME IM BACIDHIWEIHE I MEEESED YOU SOSOSOS MUCH DHEHI3GD
          SVWHEHEJE HIIIIII WHO ARE 6OYUIIDU I HOPE UYE FINE AND HAPPY AND HEALYTH I WILL BINGE READ TFW AND FLOOD UR NOTIFAS BAJJAHSAJAKAI

hatoh2

@hatoh2 punctuationophobia its real luvie gives me a jump scare every time she says 'Hi Vani baby.' 
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MaeMaeMoonlite

I have a question about writing. I wanted to ask how you did the text messages, because I posted a new chapter to my story and it didn't look how it did in my drafts, so I wanted to know how you made them look correct. Thank you for your time!

MaeMaeMoonlite

Thank you for taking the time to answer me.
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WingsOfGalaxy

@MaeMaeMoonlite okay, I just checked your chapter. Wattpad glitches like that sometimes. It has done it for me as well. Your best bet would be to re-edit it through another device or copy-paste the edited texts from Word. If the problem still persists, change the format of the texts for that one chapter. Keep it normal aligned like a dialogue script. And next time when you post a chapter and this happens, delete the entire chapter and copy paste your story into a new one. 
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ayshasdairies

Gurl
          Babe
          Darling 
          You must have done something right in your last life for those writing skills and plots.
          Not even kidding, but reading is not enough. I NEED TFW in my veins 

WingsOfGalaxy

@ayshasdairies T_T thank you so much. Not sure about previous life, but at least in the present, I put my blood, sweat, and tears into it. 
            
            Hope you enjoy it further too!
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