I'm back. I feel like I should be honest to whoever might ever read this, but these past few months that I've been inactive have been hell. It's difficult to admit even now, but I tried to take my life and I'm still recovering from it. In my depression, I deleted every piece of writing I had and threw away all of my sketchbooks because I felt so... Disgusted by them. I don't know if anyone will read this or care, cause I haven't really made friends here or gotten myself out there enough to make any real. But if by chance one of my followers are reading this, I just want you to know that I'm back and I'm glad to be back. I want to start writing again, but I find myself conflicted I can't really improve if I don't try though, right? So that's what I'm going to do to take my next step in my recovery. I'm going to write again.
There are two things I'm interested in making a book on, but I don't think I'm quite ready to tackle two stories at the same time just yet. Should I make a story that's more of an autobiography of myself, telling the story of my depression and mental illnesses from these few years? Or should I go back to the things I'm more comfortable with, like writing about cats and dragons?
