Winnie_TP

Isang taon na teh, wala ka paring nasisimulan HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA Pero just keep trying!!! Magagawa mo din ean 

Winnie_TP

So yeah, my cat died. That was the first thing my brother said to me when I woke up this morning. To be honest, I don't know what to feel. Sanay na kasi akong may namamatay kaming pusa. Ever since I was a kid, may pusa na kami. Sanay na akong naa-outlive ko ang mga alaga namin. Kaya siguro di na ako masyadong nasasaktan? Kasi tanggap ko ng mamamatay talaga sila? And yung sakit niya kasi malala na. Kagabi nga iniisip ko kung anong nangyayari sa kanya eh. But the thought that she died alone. That breaks my heart. Kailangan kasing iseparate siya sa ibang pusa kasi baka makahawa. Ayaw naman naming magkaroon ng part 2 yung nangyari last year lalo na't may mga bagong anak si ulap (one of our cats) So my bb kirat was left outside. Nasa loob naman siya ng isang maliit na kulungan at ginawa namin yung comfortable. But it's still lonely. I can still here her meow, asking for help but I can't do anything. Ni hindi ko na nga siya nakita, hindi na ako nakapaggoodbye sa kanya. Hindi na siya nakita nung mga kapatid niya. Mag-isa lang siya doon sa labas patuloy na umaasang mabubuhay pa siya. Sobrang sakit kasi wala kaming nagawa. Di man lang namin siya nadala sa vet. All I wish right now is for her to find peace wherever she is. Mamimiss ko yung pangungulit mo kiraaatt. I love you ❤

Winnie_TP

Nalulungkot ako ngayon kasi may sakit yung pusa namin huhu. Ayaw kong maulit yung nangyari last year na sunod-sunod na nagkasakit mga pusa namin, tapos sunod-sunod din silang namatay. Meron kaming 12 cats noon, only 3 survived. Muntik pang namatay yung isa kung hindi pinavet nila mommy. Sana *cross fingers* makayanan itu ni kirat (yun yung name niya)
          
          
          

Winnie_TP

I'm baaaaaaaackkkk. UwU
          
          MULI AKONG NABUHAY BWUAHAHAHAHA. I thought I was buried but I'm actually being planted. To bare my fruit in the right time. Just gonna be patient and trust His process.
          
          
          Bible Verse: 
          
          Psalms 1:1-3
          
          

Winnie_TP

The continuation..... (Part 2)
          
          
          After a few days I realize something.
          
          Infinity yung design nung ring ko.
          
          I was so eager to find something that will last forever everywhere, I didn't noticed nor remembered it was already in me. 
          
          My parents gave me a ring, they also introduced crist to me ever since I was a kid.
          
          I keep on finding the ring everywhere, I keep on finding something that will last forever everywhere in this world that I forgot that it's already in me.
          
          Jesus is in my heart.
          
          Even if I can't see it (Him)
          
          Even if I didn't believed it (He) was there at first.
          
          Even if I can't feel it (Him)
          
          That ring was with me
          
          Jesus is with me.
          
          
          I cried so hard in the bathroom (nagalit pa sakin si lola kasi ang taga-tagal ko daw sa banyo lol) 
          
          
          But because of that I was greatly inspired to give my all to the one who gave me my life.
          
          
          Kaya sayo na nagbabasa nito, please check elevation church on YouTube. Kung hindi ako na nood nung mga sermons ni Pastor Steven Furtick hindi ko marerealize ean. God used Pastor Steven to make me realize his goodness in my life. 
          
          
          God bless you and eat your daily bread ❤

BriellethItGo

@Winnie_TP Huhuhu ang ganda talaga. ♡♡♡
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Winnie_TP

Share ko lang.
          
          Isang gabi, habang nagprapray kami (kasi ginagawa namin yun since nagka-quarantine) narealize kong nawawala yung singsing na binigay sakin ni mommy. Soooo syempre knowing na magagalit siya at ayaw kong nagagalit ang mommy ko (kasi nakakatakot talaga siya kapag nagagalit huhu) hinanap ko kaagad, kahit nagprapray sila lola (di naman ako nagprapray kaya oks lang gumala muna sa bahay) Hanap ako ng hanap kung saan-saan. Sa lamesa, sa kwarto, sa ilalim ng kama, sa ilalim ng mga lamesa, sa mga kabinet. Basta kahit saan. Hindi ko na kasi maalala kung saan ko inilagay, kaya nga hindi ko yun madalas isuot kasi makakalimutin ako at baka mawala lang (tulad nung iba kong gamit woops) Sobra kong hinanap, to the point na nafrustrate na ako. Kung ano na naiisip ko. Sobrang lapit ko ng magbreak down. Then I tried to remember where was the last time I saw it. Naalala kong nilusot ko yun sa ipit ko, so kinapa ko yung ipit ko sa buhok (nakatali na sakin kanina pa bago ko marealize na nawawala singsing ko kasi mainit) kaso wala. Wala naman akong nakapang singsing, wala akong naramdamang singsing. So iyon hanap ulit kung saan-saan. Tas nag-gigive up na ako. Naupo nalang ako doon sa pwesto ko tas pinipigilan kong umiyak kasi nadun sila mommy (alam na din nila mommy at daddy na nawala ko kaya tumalikod ako sa kanila para di na nila ako matanong) Tapos sa sobrang frustration tinanggal ko yung ipit ko sa buhok. Then boom, nakita ko na nandun lang pala yung pisti kong singsing na kung saang lupalop na ng bahay ko hinanap. Natawa pa ako noon kasi ang tanga ko HAHAHHAHAHA. Pinipigilan kong matawa ng malakas kasi nga nagprapray sila. 
          
          
          
          To be continued.....
          
          
          (Part 1 palang kasi di pala siya pwede ganung kahaba sa wattpad huehue)

Winnie_TP

But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us.
          
           We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; 
          perplexed, but not in despair; 
          persecuted, but not abandoned; 
          struck down, but not destroyed. 
          
          We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.
          
          2 Corinthians 4:7‭-‬10 NIV
          

Winnie_TP

          I was so anxious this past few days. Thinking of things that aren't going to happen. Then I stumbled upon a youtube channel.
          
          
          Elevation Church.
          
          
          Pinanood ko yung ilang vidoes nila about anxiety (I higly recommend it to you random reader who saw my post). Then I remembered a verse in the bible.
          
          
          John 14:27
          Peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you: not as the world gives, give I to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
          
          
          Then God gave me peace.
          
          
          Lesson of my story:
          If you are anxious, seek the lord and ask for peace.
          
          
          Also pray for Congo ❤

BriellethItGo

@Winnie_TP ♡♡♡ Absolutely true
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