Hi.
There are many excuses I could make but to be frank, things have taken a turn for the worse with me. I won't go into detail right now but the truth is that today, for the very first time in MONTHS, I sat down and wrote ideas and expressions I want to use in a chapter. Before that I couldn't bring myself to write anything because I was ashamed of my writing and I didn't feel like it would help like it used to. I was wrong. Today when I wrote, things seemed to come so naturally, like a former favourite place revisited after years. I don't know when I can update for sure. Right now, my first intention is to reread my story and force myself to see how far my writing has come. Then I will make a plan for the rest of the story and then I will try to write a chapter. I know I don't deserve for you and the other readers to understand but I will try, for me as for you. I am trying. I'm the meantime, I can't thank you enough for not giving up on me. I truly believed my story was dead and forgotten until I read your message.