WinterOriole

IMPORTANT- (THIS IS KINDA THE SUMMARY OF HOW IM FEElING RN)I dont know what to believe. If any of my mates are reading this, i really dont know what to believe. I doubt you will believe me but if someone says 'yes' and they felt forced but you didnt know till after, then they want you back and say that they didnt feel forced and then go back to their original statement when it ends does that mean i fkd up. On top of that i have the 2nd rumor and to be frankly honest i dont know how i feel anymore. If i did something wrong which i could have done, should i be punished?  btw this is my statement so it is bias as fuck so can someone neutral priv msg me cuz im not in a good spot

i cant and dont have the balls to end it but owning up to my actions is one step forward

Does it go away

If anyone wants to talk about anything, im free. 
          'two lonely people aren't'

If you need to talk. talk!
          If you need to cry. Cry!
          If you need to break. break!
          but please tell someone, we are not wrought of corrugated iron and steel. We have a need. I am not one to give advice, why listen to me? i have rumors of being the worst type of person. Ill tell you why, because you are beautiful, golden and adorned with jewels. You shine in more ways than one, i may be a hypocrite but it does not lessen my message.

Some good sad songs:
          Nightclothes - radical face
          Ghost towns - Radical face
          Love love love - of monsters and men

if i do, it dosent mean you cant get through this

Please try not to give up.