WinterSoldierGirlie

Hi to anyone one who cares.
          Just like,out of interest,who's your favourite music rtist and whats your fav genre of music.
          for me its neoni,and electric pop!

HELLO AGAIN
          
          ANOTHER WRITING PROMT it was the flowers died on monday.
          The flowers died on Monday.
          I think I may have died with them.
          Everyone keeps coming around with little gifts,like they could make me feel better.
          
          she´s gone.
          nothing can fix that.
          not flowers,not food,not smoking,not drinking,not useless little things that will lie around and rot until i do too.
          Every time the phone buzzes I pick it up thinking it´ll be her,sending a funny message,or a video of her in France,but it's just condolences that I'll never read.
          
          It feels like falling.
          Like reaching out in hopes to find something that will catch you,but grasping air.
          she's gone.
          
          It feels like drowning.
          like trying,desperately trying to swim up,but you´re being dragged down into the murky depths.
          
          
          the smiles,the stolen moments when she would sneak out to meet me at the park,how she would laugh when i did something stupid,how she forgave,how she cried with me when my ma died. but now who will cry with me.
          who will console the grief that has made a home in my heart,dug the grave she should've gotten.
           I am empty. It has swallowed me whole. 
          I am dying,but not in the way she did. 
          I am dead,but not in the way she is.
           I am grief itself,I am pain,I am mourning. 
          Gone.

newest scene to my story
          continued from the last
          But he doesn’t respond right away and at that moment  i realize that maybe there was more to this dream than I thought,maybe his dream wasn't just about me
          My face shifts“you know you can tell me anything right“ 
          Zac stares at the glass of water like it personally offended him. His fingers tap nervously against the counter.
          “I know,” he mutters finally.
          ”Are you still worried about that dream? I told you it's not real,why are you still obsessing over it”I say roughly,regretting the words as soon as they leave  my mouth.
          He takes a step back,looking hurt.I step back towards him.”I’m sorry,I shouldn’t have said that.Why are you still worrying about it though?”
          He lets out a shaky breath. “Because… it felt real, Jaz. Too real.”
          “It was a nightmare,” I remind him gently.
          He shakes his head immediately. “No. That’s the thing. It didn’t feel like one.”
          My stomach twists a little. “Okay… then what did you see?”
          For a moment he doesn’t answer. He just rubs the back of his neck.
          “In the dream,” he says slowly, “we weren’t here. We were outside… somewhere dark. Like a forest or something.”
          “A forest?” I raise an eyebrow.
          He nods. “You were ahead of me. And you kept telling me to run.” His voice gets quieter. 
          “What happened next?” I ask.
          His eyes flick up to mine.
          “You slipped,” he whispers. “There was this drop… like a cliff or something. I grabbed your hand, but…” His jaw tightens. “Something pulled you down.”
          “And when I turned around there was a shadow just … staring,I ran towards it but it vanished before I could reach it” he says softly. 
          His jaw tightens ¨I can´t-¨he´s cut off by me pulling him into a firm hug.He hesitates,then tightens his arms around my waist.
          ¨Just a dream,remember?¨I remind him quietly.
          He nods absently,¨yeah.Just a dream….¨
          His voice doesn’t sound convincing but I don't ask anymore questions,instead I just hug him tighter.
           
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GUYS I GOT TWO GOLDFISH AND I NAMED THEM SHREK AND FIONA
          IM GONNA BUY ANOTHER AND NAME IT DONKEY

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY <3 *explosion of emojis* (sorry cause emojis don’t work for me here, no idea why)

hiiiii everyone im trying to write an original story and i need some advice
          this is a few paragraphs with no punctuation
          tell me what you think
          Hey,Jaz?¨he rolls over to look at me.
          ¨Yeah?¨i mumble.
          ¨I can´t sleep.I keep getting nightmares.¨he says softly,squinting into the dark 
          “What's wrong?” I ask, suddenly alarmed at the sound of his voice. 
          “ It ..it was about you….You were slipping from my hand and …. He trails off clearly hesitant 
          It was just a dream,Zach.Okay?I'm right here, I reach out and grab his hand,see?
          He nods,but his eyes continue to dart around,clearly still afraid.
          Can you feel my hand,I ask him
          He nods his head hesitantly.
          I sigh,then get up and switch on the light in the room.I stand there blinking for a few seconds while my eyes adjust to the light.
          He lets out a small squeak at the sudden brightness,then rolls off the bed in an extremely ungraceful manner.
          Warn me next time,Jazzy.I´m blinded.he mumbles.
          You'll get over it,I assure him.
          C'mon,let's go downstairs,grab you a glass of water.
          You could've just asked me instead of blinding me.
          But my method was much more effective.I smirk.
          No it wasn't he groans as he stands up.
          Well you're up so,it is.I reassure him.
          He sighs,you know you're pretty annoying.
          See but all i heard was you think im pretty!I call out over my shoulder as I walk away from him.
          
          In the kitchen grab a glass from one of our glass cupboards.I turn to walk over to the tap,but instead nearly drop the glass in fright when I see Zac standing there watching me.
          Jeez!How do you walk so quietly.You have to teach me.I let out a small laugh,but his face stays dead serious.
          Zac?
          No response.
          Hello?Earth to Zac? I wave a hand in front of his face,and he looks up sharply.
          Whoa,hi?Are you okay?
          He nods numbly.I set the glass down in front of him.
          You are a horrible liar,Zacherias Pohlmann.
          
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hiii me again lmao but wp is really dead today :(
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Some good books to read:
          hunger games (series)
          keeper of the lost cities (series)
          powerless(series)
          maze runner (series)
          warrior cats (series)
          harry potter (series)
          war horse
          black beauty
          micheal morpurgo books are rly good too
          if anyone has any suggestions just put them in the comments