@ Tuttle217 I expect you're asking about the one I wrote about Percy... I was def not so fine at that time and I just wanted to reflect myself in that and portray a bit what it's like maybe to have a panic attack, though it's immensely hard to describe that and it's just something something I wrote. It has a meaning for me because it goes "hey even they have troubles, they have people that can help, and they cope cause they talk about it all, don't be afraid to tell someone..."