With3red_L1ly

Sorry for not updating, Tbh I'm kinda loosing interest im Crk, The story's getting kinda a mess for me and i just can't find myself getting as excited for the updates and new characters as before
          
          Sure the designs are pretty and they have unique stories but i just can't find myself getting as into it as before
          
          So unfortunately my Crk Agere oneshots might have to be left on Hiatus for a while, just incase i find myself getting hyperfixated on it again idk

"Your room is so messy!!! Blablahblah i want it tidy by tomorrow or else!!"
          
          Or else what. 
          
          I didn't know depression wasn't a fuckin thing anymore apparently
          
          Maybe get it inside your old grainy Christian fuckin brain that maybe I'm disorganized because i have mental fuckin issues

My words are a full on fuckin joke to them i guess

I hate not having a single fuckin choice in anything

I hate this family why'd i have to be born

What's the point of fuckin asking me if you're not even gonna listen to me

Sure. Just make me feel like the most useless piece of shit then okay. 

Why do i always get the urge to harm myself every time i cry, it's honestly so confusing

I really have the urge to do something I'll definitely regret later.. 

I hate going to bible study every fuckin Saturday night and i hate how im obligated to go every single time
          
          I hate how I'm not allowed to miss SINGLE day. What? Just because i need to "socialize" with the other kids??? I dont even socialize in general! 
          
          I hate it
          I hate this family and its stupid rules
          I hate how im forced to act like i believe in a god i don't think is real
          I hate this
          I hate this house
          I hate church
          I hate my family
          I hate god
          I hate everything in general
          
          I hate hatehatehatehate my life