🥀LilyBug🦋

I tried really hard on my finals and i thought I'd be praised for the GOOD notes i got but FUCK THAT APPARENTLY! Because the BAD one's should be the one's she criticizes, great. 

I really fucking hate when my grandma just comes in my room to ask or do something and just SITS NEAR ME??? 
          
          like, LEAVEEEEEE I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY SAFESPACEEEEE
          
          She pmo so badlyyyyyyyyy

"The test was difficult because you didn't study" 
          
          I DID STUDY??????? 
          
          So apparently i can't find a test significantly hard if i study now?! What kind of FUCKING BULLSHIT IS THAT?! 
          
          You can still study for a test and find it very difficult, there's absolutely NO logic for you to not do so???? 
          
          GOD I FUCKING HATE LIVING HERE

Happy Pride Month ✧! 

I can't even study properly because of the pain and because this useless fucking household always nagging me doesn't help at all 
          
          Goddamnit i am so irritable but i can't even express it otherwise I'll get scolded and get a 1 hour talk about how i have to "respect your elders" type bullshit like that

Getting my period right when im about to start my exams is a great fucking pain

Doing absolutely horrible in school socially and educationally
          
          I'm a utter disappointment and failure and i have no idea how i have endured all of this 

I hate the people at my school sometimes
          
          Today was going so well too but something just had to run it over, some guy while we were doing some projects and etc while i was talking and joking with my friends made fun of  something i said because my accent and that really hurt
          
          Like, i know he probably didn't mean to do it to like bully me and stuff but that really hurt my self esteem because i already don't talk much aside from my friends and yk but hearing that really did something and idk 
          
          And im really insecure about my voice so much and i dont like it when people make fun of it even if its just in a joking matter
          
          So my day has been officially ruined i guess

TW: Suicide Attempt
          
          I'm so fucking disappointed with this world, someone in my school attempted to ktms and some kids are laughing about it?? 
          
          I'm genuinely so done with these people because what the hell are you laughing about?! Someone just tried to kill themselves and you're over there laughing like it's some type of joke?
          
          I hope the girl is alright, she's a higher grade than me so i don't know her but i genuinely hope she's alright and i pray she heals from this.

Just came by to ask this: Are you alright you can always talk to me.