@Wizardwriter101
1. Don't be sorry.
2. It's perfectly fine to want someone to love and be with. Your significant other will come along and'll be there to sweep you off your feet. All it takes is a little patience, I know waiting can suck, but trust me you won't regret it when you find them. Try to do things with friends or talk to someone so that you don't feel alone.
3. Do not worry about updating. If you don't feel up to it don't do it. We'll all be here for when you're ready to update and I know that many of us don't want you to update when you don't feel well.
Yeah, sorry it's a long message :P.
Take care!!!! :3