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WALDEN DARLING
          
          charlirose343
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I hate periods. And cramps

MY IRL FRIEND RESPONDED- SHE SAID SHE WAS SLEEPING AND FORGOT TO CHECK HER MESSAGES- HOLY FUCK SHE’S OKAY.

I’m worried about one of my irl friends.
          She hasn’t answered any of my texts since Friday and she usually doesn’t answer immediately but still she would’ve answer by now and I’m getting worried and scared that something bad has happened and nobody in our group chat is answering and I know that theirs a possibility that her phone just died or am but I have a rlly by feeling.
          And my maw maw just told me that she was just having fun, which is possibility but she still would’ve at least left me on read.
          I’m scared for them.

TW FOR GUNS AND KNIVES:
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Today I had two different daydreams, both that I was either  dying or got severely injured, one was that I got shot protecting my little sister from someone and I told her to run. The other one was that my dad stabbed me and I told her to run and scream.
          
          
          I usually have dreams that reflect the future and they are rlly accurate.
          Sorry if this post is dark, I’ve just been a kinda depressed mental state.

*sobbing noises as I look at my followers with a happy smile*
          THANK YOU ALL FOR 34 FOLLOWERS-

Guess whose dad just basically told me he didn’t like my pant because their boy pants and I “shouldn’t” be wear them cause I’m not a dude.
          Bro istg.

Gonna go take a nap for a year with my plushie of my childhood dog who sadly passed away a. Long time ago.
          Also
          “THEIR NOT BOOBS-“
          have fun figuring that out.

Therapy got rescheduled again.
          Bro….
          I might actually lose it.

*eye twitch* 
          I’M FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL??? YOU TRY HEARING ‘GO CLEAN YOUR ROOM’ SO MANY FUCKING TIMES WHILE DEALING WITH WANTING TO NOT EXIST AND HAVING TO KEEP GRADES UP SO YOUR DON’T LOSE YOUR FAVORITE THINGS- OH WAIT YOU DON’T BECAUSE ‘BACK IN YOUR DAY THINGS WERE THIS BLAH BLAH BLAH’ SHUT UP!  JUST SHUT UP- EVERYTHING IS CHANGING AND I LITERALLY CAN’T TELL YOU THINGS BECAUSE YOU’LL CALL IT A PHASE OR CALL ME CRAZY. SO FUCK YOU TAINA! 
          (Vent about my grandma who just said my room was horrible. She kept putting shit in my room from the living room ((where the new floors were put in)) and making it worse. Plus the fact that I I’m not motivated to do anything at all no matter how much I want to  so yay.  This is why i wish I was in any other world but this one)