@WolfGassyFox lemme tell you a secret I’ve been keeping for so long.
I used to have the same fetish that you had, but it wasn’t big. I actually got a boyfriend out of it, but he didn’t really care about me, he only liked my butt and that was it. So, I broke up with him. I got rid of my fetish, and tried my absolute best to forget about it. I couldn’t.
Don’t be afraid of who you are, because there’s always going to be someone who was once in your shoes.