@WolfMoon5
Would it be so bad if I relapsed? It doesn’t seem like there was a point to staying clean anyways so does it matter if I relapse?
@WolfMoon5 yes. trust me. it would. i relapsed recently, and i hate myself even more for it, and that just spirals even deeper. you got this. stay strong for us.
It was a moment, a semi passing my car, yet I felt it rattle me so deeply that I am on a bridge. It is night and I am alone, but not truly. There are people passing by me. I don’t know if they see me and I hope they don’t. I’m not trying to jump, though the thought isn’t far from my mind as I lean against the railing and look down at the cars below. The wind carries the fumes from their exhaust and a hint of grass and gravel. I let the scene carry my melancholy. Let my body feel everything, my heart all its pain. A semi rumbles below me and I’m back in my car, completing my exit off the expressway.
@WolfMoon5 hey. stay strong. okay? if you ever feel the need to just or end it all...talk to me. please. staying alive might be the hardest thing to do, but it is the best thing to do. No matter how much it hurts or how tired you are, you gotta keep fighting and standing and smiling. You got this. you may not believe it but i do. You are an amazing person, believe it or not. Stay strong. ill be here for you.
So it has been a long while! I've been up to really nothing so I decided to write more fanfictions. Currently gonna dish out Sirius x Remus smut story and then I'm going for a Perleo because why the hell not.
@WolfMoon5 cool! Im in the middle of what no one sees. its so good! and heart breaking but in the best way possible.
Hi I love your book what no one sees and is in all 5 of my reading lists and my library you are amazing
YALL DID YOU HEAR THAT UNCLE RICK IS COMING OUT WITH A BOOK FEATURING PERCABETH IN COLLEGE?!?!?!!?!?
@WolfMoon5 YEAH BABE I HEARD AND I FREAKED THE FUCK OUT
A small WIP
When I look for love, I keep looking for you. For gentle brown eyes that look at me softly, fully, so full of love. I’m looking for that constant wanting to be near me. The want that’s so strong that it’s almost a need. When you begged me for attention or a piece of my food.
I always gave it to you. How could I not? I would have done just about anything for you…
Maybe it could be called fitting that I was the one who found you in that moment. You were scared. God, I was scared. I didn’t want you to go. (Where did you go?)
But you held on. I’m so proud of you for that. I know I never told you and I should have. I should have.
I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you needed me to be. I’m so sorry. You were everything I needed and when you told me I’d be okay, I trusted you. Even though I didn’t believe it, I trusted you. You were all that got me through my hardest days, even when you were no longer there, even when you were the cause.
Should I start a new fanfiction or should I start an original storyyyy?
@WolfMoon5 i would really like to read an original story, but you should do whatever you want to
There's so much on my mind
So much I want to say
But I'm silent
Always silent.
I don't want to be known as the quiet one
I don't want to be forgotten
To not have a voice
But why is it so hard to speak up?!
Why can't I say anything!
Why do I never have the words?
I want to say something meaningful
I want to be remembered
Why can't I speak?
Why are you forgetting me?
Why am I like this?
...
Why am I like this?
You all are about to be so disappointed in me
@WolfMoon5 it’s been awhile, if u don’t want to tell us why u said that, that’s fine, but pls pls at least tell us that ur still alive and fighting
@WolfMoon5 , why? You write amazing books. I may not know very much about you but I do know this. A person can't really disappoint unless I get to know them for a while. PS. Love your work
I just wanted to tell you that you're amazing.
Starting with your character, your writing, how you manage to get into people's hearts.
Although I'm a random person you don't even know or have seen - but I'm proud of you. And it's important to me that you'll know it.
@DeathAngelQ Thank you. I can't even express how much that means to me, especially at a time like now. Thank you