Wolf_Or_Esmeray313

Holy fuck its been long. Hello everyone! If you don’t remember me, my name is Esmeray, previously ThatOneWolfBitch. I deleted this app a long time ago, and decided to go down memory lane. I would like to say thank you to everyone who helped me during a hard time of my childhood. Its absurd looking back and seeing how depressed I used to be in just 6th grade, but that’s how life is sometimes.
          I can’t believe I never thought id make it through life. As a high schooler now, I can admit I was always to scared to end my life, and now I can’t even fathom ending it early, as all of this depression has now made me scared of death.
          Thank you, and good night, as I doubt I’ll return. 
          Sincerely, Esmeray

Hey guys! Its been a while, hasnt it? Anyways, im back and sooo much more mentally stable! Im taking medication for my anxiety, depression, anger issues and my high blood pressure. I am so much more mentally stable since last time, im not tempted to kill myself 24/7 all thanks to a certain special someone. I can finally be at peace with myself. Im also sorry for the people ive hurt in the past (YN and a few others) just know I never meant the shit ive said to you all in the past. Anyways, I have a lot changed about me. So let me re-introduce myself.
          
          Hi, im Esmeray or Peyton, formerly known as Wolf. Im 13 years old, I play the flute, I have 3 siblings, (We adopted 2 of my cousins) and 4 family pets. Im a bit on the overweight side but trying to fix it! Im 5’1, an animal lover and an endeavor I have is to become a veterinarian! I have good grades, Im a therapist friend and I am a gamer! I have a Discord (PM me for user) and im extremely interested in art! I’d say im a pretty good artist, I love drawing people and ocs, im setting up a commissions book! I use Gacha Life 2, and a few editing apps.
          
          So, thats basically me! I apologize to everyone that has worried in the past for me being gone for so long! Life has been a roller coaster so far! I love you all platonically! 
          
          Best regards, 
                        Esmeray

Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates it!

Hello.

IT KEEPS FEELING LIKE ME KNEECAP IS MOVING AROUND AND I KEEP HAVING TO ADJUSTING MY BRACE ☠️

I love being at Urgent care for dislocating my knee last night :yum:

My mom just got my school photo and they asked me why I look so angry in it. My parents laughed at me getting upset about it. That picture is going to be in the fucking yearbook and they always take pictures of me right before I smile, so I look so fucking pissed off. I wanted my picture to be more happy than last year’s picture where I looked so fucking depressed. Im so fucking upset over it.
          
          I know this rant was stupid I just needed to get it out.

Im honestly tempted to starve myself because my doctor keeps calling out my weight and saying it’s unhealthy to be 150 pounds ar my age.

I feel so goofy :yum:

;smiling sun emoji;