Fedorka

TICKS AND FLEAS? SEEYA!

I'm so tired I look like I have eyeshadow on and around my eyes. 

6 more people followed me today and most are from December with nothing on their profile. They look like fresh accounts made today. What the fuck is going on.

RANBOO'S STREAM OS MAKING ME CRY AMD APPARENTLY HE IS TOO

?????? Like seven people followed me recently and most of the acounts were from November 2020. Very odd

AVOCADOS FROM MEXICO

I just figured out something about myself. Music pulls me away from negative thoughts, but if the negative emotion is too strong I can't bear to listen to it. I find that odd, very odd.

Hey, you guys can ignore this I just want someone to see this. 
          
          Tl;dr: I still feel dysphoric about what my mother said months ago.
          
          I can't stop thinking about this and it's been months. 
          Here's some context, I had a mask that says 'Gentlemen always dress well' (no I'm sure it just got lost) I noted to my mom that I really liked it, "So your a gentleman now?" I thought nothing of it and thought she was joking around. "Yeah" I replied. "You're a guy?" I panicked, like heart dropped. "No, but I am questioning." I don't remember what we said after that.
          
          Later that day, my dog was replying to my birth name. "Why's he replying to my name?" I say jokingly that sounds serious. I swear it sounded like she sneered at me when she said this "Well you're the trying to change it so he might as well." I backed the fuck to my closet so fast I thought I was in Narnia. It still sticks with me, I think it was around October or November 2020.
          
          It still hurts really bad when I think about it, you don't have to reply to my troubles.
          
          

Guys help, I feel like committing not alive and have been listening to Saline Solution for like hours. 

Hi, again I'm ranting about my teacher.
          
          "Wednesday is not a free-day, Wednesday is not a free-day. Not a single person here wouldn't benefit from office hours." OK TEACH, JUST TELL THAT MOST PEOPLE HAVE A BAD GRADE. JEE WHIZ I WONDER WHY PEOPLE DON'T DO THEIR WORK WHEN YOU TALK LIKE THAT!
          
          Ok that's it.