Hello everyone its been a while. well I started this account at a young age I am now 22 but I feel so little right now i just needed a place to right down my thoughts and this is one of the many places I can think to right this down. but today I found out from my co worker, and friend that her mom who is also my co worker and like a 2nd mom to me is in the hospital fighting for her life and I just got news from her daughter my friend that she might not make it and it terrifies me to get this news from someone I care so deeply for yes I still have both my parents and yes they are still on the most part healthy and still happily married. but I've been working with this mother and daughter duo for a year and a half now and they truly are part of my family. the mother even told me prior to today today she sees me as one of daughters and it really does scare me to know that I might never see this strong and caring woman again and I pray to god that he doesn't take her early don't let the soul take her cause she has friends and family that truly loves her she is so special to ever on this workforce not only that she is the kindest and goofiest woman that I've seen other than my mom I love them both they are truly amazing souls not only that they are the most persistent and helpful people that I have ever known this family doesn't deserve this they all so wonderful and helping and seeing this hurts I'm just so stuck I had no where else to go
