OML
MY PARENTS SURPRISED ME WITH PLANE TICKETS TO POLAND
I HAVENT BEEN THERE IN 5 YRS
IM SO EXCITED TO SEE MY GRANDPARENTS
WE R GONNA ARRIVE THERE ON MONDAY
OML
MY PARENTS SURPRISED ME WITH PLANE TICKETS TO POLAND
I HAVENT BEEN THERE IN 5 YRS
IM SO EXCITED TO SEE MY GRANDPARENTS
WE R GONNA ARRIVE THERE ON MONDAY
Hiii my ppl
whoever reported me to the wattpad team thx sm for caring buuuut
thats not really gonna help bcz my su!c!dal thoughts dont really go away
at all
luv u all
TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE
yesterday i went to my schools' counsellor because i have been having thoughts about suicide
i took my best friend with me because she is an amazing friend
when the counsellor asked me how i thought about killing myself
i was telling her how i wanted to overdose myself with the abundance of medicine in our kitchen cupboard
or stab myself with the whole drawer of knifes we have (dont ask me why we have that many)
and my friend saw my hand shaking and fiddling with the hem of my dress
so she held my hand tHAT MADE MY HEART STOP BEATING FOR A SEC
and after we left she hUGGED ME FOR A MIN AND I ACTUALLY WANTED THAT MOMENT TO NEVER END
so thats how i found out i have the HUGEST crush of my best friend for 3 years