Silver A. Rosetree

I don't know if I have any more tears left for that boy. 

I realized that there are a few poems, vignettes and short stories that I wrote WAY back in Spring of 2017, but did not post. So, if I have any fans, please enjoy your newfound content; Margo Lawson, Anniversary, In the Footsteps of Jesus (inspired by a poem of a similar name), It's Halloween (inspired by a song of the same name, by Venetian Princess and a Scooby-Doo: Zombie Island song), Blythe, Spilt, Fear, and Secret. 

I've been wondering what I mean to you for an awfully long time but I don't ask because I don't want to beg for you to tell me you want me in your life. I don't want to beg to know where I stand. I don't want to beg for compliments. Unfortunately that just leaves me unknowing and sad. How can you tell me what I need to hear if you don't know I need to hear it? 

I just heard a song for the first time today and I already love it, I'm adding it to one of poems because it fits so well.

I bet one of my housemates a blizzard that our friend would have her baby between the 2nd and 4th of December. He bet between the 28th of November and 1st of December. We made this bet on the 28th, when she was two days past her due date. I keep checking Facebook to see if she's posted anything about having a baby yet but she hasn't posted for two weeks. UGGHHH THE PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW!

I created chapter four of the zombie story right after Liz made chapter three. I honestly didn't realize I had finished the chapter until I went to work on the story today. I've been busy with school and haven't written but I'm on spring break now! Anyways I posted it and then wrote the fifth chapter, it's very fresh, I hope you enjoy it and hopefully within the next couple of days I can post chapter six. Love to all! 

WASTE HER TIME 2016
          Make her fall in love with you completely. Tell her NUMEROUS times that you could go ALL THE WAY FORWARD AND ALL THE WAY BACKWARD in time and never see anything or anyone as beautiful as her. Tell her she is the smartest and kindest person you have ever met. Make her dog love you. Tell her she is the most amazing person ever. Period. Tell her you can't wait to be so blessed you get to marry her and live with her. That you want to wake up to her face every morning and fall asleep in her arms every night. Make her love like she's never loved before. Become the most important person in her life. Become her best friend. Tell her you want to be with her every possible second. That you love her voice and her cooking and that you can't wait to cook and eat dinner with her and your children someday. Break all of the walls she spent years building. Gain her trust in a way no one else has. Make her fall head over heels completely madly in love with you and treat her dog like he is your guys' baby. Tell her you want her for eternity because this lifetime isn't long enough. Tell her you're deeply in love with her soul and body. That she is your destiny. Promise her you'll always be together. Tell her she is the precious angel that hold your heart (just like Grandmother). Do this all year. Then hit on her other best friend. Then text her you're done. Do this right before Christmas.

You made my worst fear come to life. You broke every single promise you ever made to me. You made me the happiest I had ever been and then pulled it all out from under me. You made me forget what it was like to feel worthless and then reminded me. You destroyed me.

I'm drowning and I want to scream for help but I'm drowning in my thoughts instead of the sea. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELIES