i’m not sure how to teach you but i do have this note thing
shifting attempt no. 2 (Tokyo revengers.)
1/18/22
so it didn’t work which kinda sucks but it’s ok. I’m not all that mad or upset.
So i first did the self hypnotizing thing
1. put a finger up to my third eye (between my eyebrows)
2. say affirmations (I will shift to night, i am shifting, blah blah blah)
and then i just looked for a DR bedroom and blah blah blah
then i just laid down and just imagined.
i tried to convince myself where i was at the moment
i tried convincing myself i was in my DR bedroom
ofc my left brain shut that down real quick so i needed to figure out how to shut it down (the left side of my brain)
anyways as i said i’m not upset and here’s why.
I THINK I WAS HELLA CLOSE?!?!
so
symptoms so far
- Light headed ness
- Dizziness
- Body numbness
- a little twitching
- Lights
- Kinda floaty feeling
- Like the hypnotizing lights
BUT HEEERES THE BEST PART.
I FELT SOMEBODY LIKE...MOOVE MY ARM???!!!!?!
EJTHER MY ARM FELL BY ITSELF WHICH I LOWKEY HIGHLY DOUBT BECAUSE I FELT YHE BLANKET CHANGE A LITTLE BIT!!!!
AND THEN I COULDVE SWORN I SAW BAJI MOVING IN MY LEFT EYE AREA.
LIKE....
<if i could animate i w o u l d>
i did some drawings here but they won’t show up
HE WAS LIKE MOVING. HE WAS CLOSE. HE WAS AT AN ANGLE WHICH THEY NEVER SHOWED IN THE SHOW.
HE WAS COLORED, HE WAS MOVING, HE WAS HOVERING OVER ME AND HIS HAIR WAS HANGING DOWN TOO!!!!
IM SO HAPPY NOW THAT I THINK ABKIG IG
AND NGL I THOUGHT I FELY MY ROOM TEMP CHANGE. BC I SAJD THE FLOORS IN MY DR ROOM WERE GONNA BE TILE I GHINM AND OBV. TILED FLOORED ROOMS ARE COLDER THAN CARPETED ROOMS.
I WAS SLSO SOOO CLOSE. WHO KNOWS MAYBE TONOGHT WILL BE THE NIGHT. NO TONIVHT WILL BE TGE NIGHT!!!
EEEEE BAJIIIII TOMAN HERE I COME!!!!
(1/18/22)