so, im quitting. this account. first of all, i dont use it. second, ive had a revelation. i shouldnt hold onto hate. its destroying me from the inside, and i need to let it go. im sorry that i wasnt enough. all of those fun times we had together? i reread them knowing i'll never get it back. those vents and comforts? i reread them knowing i wont get the same comfort from anyone else. you were my only one. what did i do to make you hate me? you didnt give closure. not once. as much as i try to forget you, you stay in the back of my mind. you were the most wonderful person in the world, hell, the universe. sometimes i find you in the people i see. thats how much of an impact you've left on me. im sorry. whatever i did, im sorry. everyday i pray to the sky you are well. i still care about you, ok? even if you dont care about me anymore, i still do. i miss you. im sorry, Rebecca. now, take care, ok?