Hi to myself lol
It's been 6-7 years, that I first read crazily in here for bts fanfics lol. Most sad part about being back to look at what is going on here are the memories that I left behind with more than 300 books I read. Most of them written with love and beautiful writing. And the saddest of em all, some of my favorite authors are gone, deleted their account and their books are gone with them. I hardly remember the titles but I remember their book's story. I miss old days dearly. But as you age you have less time for anything. Not an excuse obviously.
And also I haven't left this fandom. I am still in and running and always will. I can never separate myself from bts haha even if I am on my deathbed or have dementia lol. Whaaa it's crazyyyyyyy HOLYY FCKKKK IT'S BEEN WHAT???? 8-9 YEARS since I first heard their song and got into this fandom. WOWWWWW Life sure wents by fast. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I am so sad. I wanted to reminisce, but most of the books are gone. WHAAAAAAAAAAAA well it can't be helped. I miss reading here in all summer break and night when I first discovered it haha. I miss laughing at the silly comments left by the readers in the middle of night, trying to stifle my laugh, so nobody can hear me. I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT BEING HERE HELLLLLLLLL YEAAAAAAAAA. Well I am not granny tho lmaooo but I MISS EVERYTHING. Lmfaoooo I am only 18 will be 19 next year. LIFE IS HECTIC. HOLY FCKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Sometimes I feel like ending it all but damn I can't. Lolol.
But anyways. This is like a reminder message for myself, to never forget the memories. I will always love this fandom, the people and the past memories and more memories in future that will come and go with them. Life became a little bearable and better for me whilst being in this fandom. I AM SO THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (nobody is gonna read this, ik and I HOPE NOT LMAOOO CAUSE IT'S EMBARRASSING BUT I WANTED TO LEAVE A MESSAGE.)
