jess

changed my pfp because i don't fucking know where the person i had my matched pfp with disappeared... ┌( ´_ゝ` )┐

i just published a new seoksoo oneshot under the Pinwheel collection so go check it out!!!
          
          also i never intended to post it until next two months but i didn't give you all anything for new year so here you go!!!

i'm fallin' in your blue ♡✨~~

https://youtu.be/jGXeyA0RkS8?si=Z2JajcSEMmfvuU3J
          hii everyone, i hope you’re all doing okay in this cold weather and not actively fighting the urge to never leave your blankets again.
          this is a tiny message that most of you probably won’t even see because it’s not a book update or anything exciting like that, but i hope it finds the people it’s meant for. i’ve been inactive for a while now. took a little ‘hiatus’ to focus on what i want to achieve this year, which, spoiler alert, is still very overwhelming. i won’t go into the details because honestly… none of you deserve to be haunted by my personal horrors.
          anyway! i just wanted to drop by and share something i think a lot of us might need to hear right now. i have a lot i could say (too much, actually), but i’ll spare you the emotional spiral... this video randomly popped up on my youtube feed and i clicked on it purely for distraction—maybe to feel a little better about myself, maybe to validate whatever i’ve been feeling lately. and i thought, maybe some of you could use it too. 
          full honesty: i started tearing up barely two minutes in, so… fair warning. 
          sending you all love, warmth, and good vibes always :3
          jess…

Hello my pookies!!!
          First of all—happy freaking New Year ❤️✨ I genuinely cannot believe another year has already slipped through our fingers. 2025 was… a lot. It was loud and quiet and overwhelming and gentle all at once. A year of laughing way too hard, crying at the worst possible times, meeting people who changed me, losing some who once felt permanent, and learning things about myself I probably wasn’t ready for.
          This was also the year I did something absolutely terrifying: I started writing and sharing it with other people. What was supposed to be a silly little side hobby turned into something magical, something that brought me joy on days I didn’t think I’d find any. I never imagined my words would find homes in other people’s hearts, and yet… here you are. 
          I know I only have one finished book right now, and the rest of my ideas are half-cooked, emotionally unstable, pacing around my brain at ungodly hours, and staring at me like “when is it our turn?”—but I’m proud of how far I’ve come. 
          Thank you—truly, deeply—to every single one of you. To everyone who clicked on my stories, voted, commented, followed, or silently stayed until the end. Every comment, every vote, every little interaction reminds me why I keep writing.
          Now… about the next year 
          Let’s just say things might get a little more fun.
          More tension that lingers a beat too long.
          More moments that make you pause and reread a line like, “wait… hold on.”
          More chemistry. More build-up. 
          I’m finally learning how to let moments simmer. How to write that electric feeling in the air without rushing past it. And yes, I plan on using this knowledge irresponsibly. Consider this your gentle, affectionate warning.
          Here’s to another year of stories, chaos, comfort, and moments that make you smile knowingly at your screen. I hope this year keeps you safe, healthy, and surrounded by things that make you feel alive.
          Thank you for staying with me.
          I love you all endlessly 
          Happy New Year.

guys someone said to me and i quote, "there's only one visual hole in svt, and its.. dino..."
          
          apparently that person has seventeen holes in their body rn... can someone help me hide the body?

though it kinda hurts as i write this... i will be going on a hiatus for until the next year... i mean a month or something, i won't be able to update anything... there's so much going on in the background, but mostly i'd say because my household's on fire right now. and my anxiety and adhd are triggering things i shouldn't be doing, but i can't really blame it because there's certain things that are making it hard for me to function...
          i mean, its not really something recent, and maybe its just me but things are getting harder and even though i didn't have any major plans about my books here, i think intimating you guys is the least i can do since i don't wanna disappear on ya'll...
          
          i hope to be back soon <3
          
          with love,
          jess...

lmaooo why are the rankings of Y/n : Your Nightmare so high
          anyways how are u doing...... dont mind me im very bored and umm my juniors are not doing their work......

back to december is going back into the vault... i have concluded that i CANNOT write anything that does not involve some kinda technical and complicated stuff... i have tried but it feels so overwhelming and i end up staring at my empty doc...
          
          i will upload an one shot for christmas and one for new year instead... i have so many ideas/requests left hanging, i'd rather fulfill those...
          
          i am sorry about being annoying (┬┬﹏┬┬)

chapter 3 of the altar's runaway is out!!