Word sunset

It's over, it's done, no idea who finally won but it's promised that I'll never forget the pain I felt when I realised the little that we had is now gone. 

I still remember how it felt, your hand all over my hair, driving far away into the night and it all just felt right. It's such a shame that we both will never ever feel the same.

Heard about something today, been hearing similar stuffs from left to right. Both my mind and my heart couldn't decide whether it was the truth or merely a lie. They say love makes you blind but I only wish I could make you see how much I wanted to make you mine. 

Told myself time and again I won't fall, oh God not again! I tried to hold back what I felt but I can't forget how I was held. His eyes so graceful which made me feel even more peaceful. His lips I wish I could kiss all day, all night under the moonlight or even under an eclipse.

The sky never felt more lonely even though it was full of stars tonight. You were lying by my side comfortably on the hard rocks, we both were alone, together, it felt right, it felt like love, maybe just a slight, can't really describe. You held me closer to your heart, sang me all those romantic songs which made my heart sing along.

A part of you knew what you did, maybe a part of you was scared but who cared? Loneliness never felt so deep until I found out what it's like to miss the taste of your lips. 

What I asked for is free then why is it so hard to get in the right amount? It's the most precious thing to have and to give and yet so many give words of it so easily. It's limitless and yet so many haven't experienced it so far. We want to be consumed by it but still won't assume. Different feelings, a confusion, a fling? Love really has no exact meaning.