@Work-N-Progress
its my bday today, i'm 18 now holy fuck. why am i still on this app? i guess i get lonely haha
haha, i turn 18 in 8 days. so not ready for that.
haha guess who has to clean the house now, i shouldn't have said anything.
♡ have a nice day or night
happy Pride month!!
around this time last year, i finally accepted this part of myself, i even came out to my family and friends. i just wanna thank everyone who helped me through that confusing and frightening time.
i guess i'm gonna go
i just never know
how you feeeeeeeel
do you even feel anything?
experienced strong homophobia in person for the first time today. i was trying so hard not to tremble as the man spoke of how unnatural it was, and how God decapitated people for being that way. everyone around him all agreed how horrible gay people were, it went on forever. my dad was apart of the group and laughed, and he knew i was bisexual. later on he told me it didn't matter bc since i like boys too, it doesn't count, i'm not a real gay. and there was no way i could say anything back, i just nodded my head and tried to blink back tears. they'll never understand, none of them will, so i won't even bother wasting my breath. its almost 2am and i just can't stop thinking about today.
lol, lost a lot of followers, no biggie.
you know its addiction when you can't be happy without it.
i reread old conversations i've had with people, like dms and text messages. i reread them over and over, and i get so sad bc i don't talk to anyone anymore, i'm alone now.
@TrulyNothingEnds thank you, you always know what to say to me haha. i rlly appreciate your perspective on things, you tend to snap me out of my irrational fears and bring me back to reality. thank you again :)
@Work-N-Progress lmao, that's perfectly fine. i'm the same, trust me. when you see this kinda reassuring crap from me, you can bet i'm a hypocrite and don't follow my own words. it's a completely human thing to feel insecure & also completely human to overthink when little is known about the situation at hand. i'm kinda like Logan in that i love reasoning stuff out, so if you're ever struggling for a less pessimistic perspective, message me :)