WorldWideNPC

Yall happy new year everyone imma go back to never opening this app again for a year :) 

WorldWideNPC

k so like wow ok im actually active for once damn-
          like  idk if anyone will see this but if you do this is basically me trying to motivate myself to write a story i thought abt by putting pressure on myself cuz otherwise ill lose motivation quicker than i actually get any
          Yea so like i had wanted to write this story
          i haven't started it yet and idk when i will but ill probably post it here on wattpad to give myself a little motivation ig?-
          yea at this point i don't actually know what I'm saying but this basically me trying to get myself motivated to actually write and stop daydreaming all day 

WorldWideNPC

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uhh so dont think anybody really cares but you would've noticed by now that this account is just kinda dead. I've just stopped using wattpad for a while now, so dont expect me to like post anything. I'm just announcing this cuz i suddenly remembered that i have wattpad-
          and probably nobody is gonna read it?
          but yeaa school started
          and exams are already here
          i have my exam tomorrow
          and i realized that even if all my answers are correct (which'll not happen im sure) i still wont get full marks because my handwriting is shit. And cuz i dont write cursive
          So I realized that every day is almost the same
          like i know for a while but like that realization just hit
          someday, im gonna get out of school, go to college, and then start working
          literally never be free
          everyone says after school you're free
          but there are so many things even after school ends
          and all this handwriting and marks and shit arent gonna matter when school ends
          i cant even imagine myself out of school
          but i also cant imagine myself in school
          tho everytime thinking that after school, there are a lot of things
          idk it just feels like a prison
          everything feels kinda suffocating
          uhh yea
          i should probably stop now
          sorry bout ranting
          ill still open wattpad
          yk reading stories at 3 am instead of sleeping cuz yea-
          so if you msg me or smth i will reply
          but other then that i really wont be active
          to anyone who actually read this
          sorry bout wasting your time
          i should probably do my pending work now and study for the exam
          but those thoughts just keep coming in my brain and i cant do it
          welp
          bye

GayGoblinEnby

@_Kei_Tsukishima_ no problem, good luck!
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WorldWideNPC

@GayGoblinEnby just came back from school and today's exam went pretty great :) 
            And about school, tbh I'm kinda lacking in studies so I have to focus on that a little more at least till the exams are over but I'll try to make sure to try that :D
            Thanks for the advice
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GayGoblinEnby

@_Kei_Tsukishima_ good luck with your exam. and quick tip with all the school stuff is to center your life around something else. rn, it sounds like you've kinda centered your life around school, but if you center it around something you like (for me that's writing) then it gets a lot easier
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