I know no ones going to see this or care but this is just a bit of a kinda stabilizer and I wanna write my feelings out reply if you want but anyways yeah.
So last year my mom started using drugs, it was hard for me to have to be supportive and help her and it took a large toll on me, I ended up not wanting to see her or talk to her, and she got angry tried taking me from my brother and did a lot of scary stuff, but I'm the end I changed my number, moved, and got away, 2 days before thanks giving I started talking to her, and I didn't think it'd take a large toll on me, but it did. I've also been thinking about talking to her again, and I found out she's using again and I just don't want to open myself emotionally to the damage that could happen, I just wish U could have a normal mom that I could talk to, And not be afraid of.
