Hi, this is worthycurious.
I have a dog and that dog was very close to my heart. Ever since I was young I had him. I took care of him, named him, feed him.
3 months ago..he passed away and became one of the guardian dogs in heaven. I was broken..no, I AM STILL BROKEN losing him. It felt like I lost my boyfriend, bestfriend, bodyguard, my son..a member of my family. I always wanna cry whenever I remember every moment we spend together when I was young..until I grow up. I still can't accept that my baby was taken away from me already.
He died because he has an illness and maybe because his already old too.
His lost so many blood. It's coming out from his mouth. Dripping.
I was there..watching him catch his last breath. The last minutes of his life was with me. I was beside him..crying. I cried infront of his dead body and caressed his head for the last time. I couldn't handle the pain.
It felt like he just waited for me to come before leaving me. He died the same day of my nephew's birthday. I couldn't join the celebration and cried at my room.
My family understand my feelings but doesn't know how to comfort me. It was hard stopping myself from crying whenever I remember him.
I am trying my best to be okay.
To move forward.
Before he died I actually talked to him on my mind that it's okay..that he can leave me..but it was a different kind of pain when he really did. I even prayed to the man up there.
I asked him..if he can give my baby a little more time..but it wasn't granted. It was painful...