ylikth

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Hey there! My name is Jennifer and well, shit. Idk what to say but a friend of mine is talking about you and that she thinks she failed you and she says that you're hurting yourself. God, can I start talking about myself and help? I've been hurting myself since fifth grade and I've had suicidal thoughts. I still do but rarely. And I'm getting sort of better. It does take time to heal and get better, trust me. Now I'm going onto eight grade and I'm still having seconds thoughts about myself and life but I plead you that you don't hurt yourself. I do care though I don't know you and what I know is that people like you seem so pure and innocent in the speck of facts that nothing ginormous has occurred. It's typical for someone to say that you have so much to live for but it's true and a valid statement that needs to more often or so be valued and valued by people like you. It does get better and it is tiring when you keep hearing people saying that it gets better and that you should just stay alive and it is hard to stay alive but you just need to try to breathe and stay alive. Nothing is worth hurting yourself over and nothing is worth taking your life over. If you even read this, thank you, and if you follow these rules, thank you, please stay alive and keep running and never let them get you alive. Don't look back.
          -Breathe and think things through because you never know if you'll regret what you've done. 
          -Talk to people. When I'm like how you are right now though it's hard to function I talk to people and they help me.
          -distract yourself with other things; for example listen to music since it's such a good thing that helps. music is a good therapy and it helps. it helped me. it saved my life.
          I hope you read this and think things twice. I care, alright?

manicsleepyhead

Hi, I'm Jordan Hickman. I have a friend who is scared about losing you. She told me about what you just did. About how you feel. I've been through that, I've tried killing myself 3 times, I used to cut for 3 years. Now I have a boyfriend, best friends, and people who care. You have that too, what I need you to do is put it down and talk to someone. Trust me it helps so much