@Wowowis_okay
it’s funny, knowing my theatre friends will never know how sad i am. because all they see is sunshine. they don’t see the rainclouds i do. and i’ll keep it that way, because i don’t want them to worry about me. no matter how hard they try.
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so i thought it was widely known not to mess with / piss off a girl on her period but apparently my grandma don’t give a single fuck
bro i’m so pissed off and idek why
guys should i make my acc aesthetic again ?? i want to but i think it might make me look like i’m just an attention seeker i swear i’m not guys
@Wowowis_okay ❝sure! It'll make things fun for you to look at whenever you log back in *nod*
coming home from rehearsal (my sis drives me there bc she’s tech) and she brought two of her friends and they kept fighting and all i thought about was “i was raised in a broken and abusive household
[ new message . . . ? @Wowowis_okay ] dang that friend group must be toxic af or something
tbh y’all are the only reason i’m alive.
that and the fact that i just… don’t want to ?
like i know when i’m older i might try it
but i also know y’all would be the reason i’m alive still.
anyways i dont really wanna make this account all about my sad miserable life, so something happy is that i have rehearsal today !!
that’s the only irl place i can be myself !!
so thank y’all for the support, really, it means a lot, and i mean a lot, more than it seems.
-alicia
i feel like i cant talk to anyone anymore
@Wowowis_okay oh wow That’s fucked up and totally valid I’ll play Roblox with you!!
lowkey im not mad about it anymore. like, i don’t play roblox much anymore, but every time i go on they’re always playing together. i have been playing more, but still. playing together. on top of that, sister, yk? but my mental health has gotten worse. they don’t invite me. i don’t care anymore. also, one of them is my closest friend. it’s always been a duo in a trio. i introduced them. i’m done. if i need to drop both of them, i will. if i need to find a new closest friend, i will. and honestly? i think i will do it. it’s hypothetical, but i’ll make it reality. because i’m done with being jealous.
rant over, night night
anyone wanna play demonology w me i’m bored and my friend is ignoring me and i don’t wanna ask my sister