Ray

how to cope when u fvcked up bad. Like real BAD.

Read it all
          
          We are true friends
          
          We ride together, we die together
          
          Send this everybody you care about, including me, if you care.
          
          See how many times you get this.
          
          I want you to know you are an amazing friend, till death and forever.
          
          If I don't get this back I understand.
          
          But I have a game for you.
          
          Once you read this letter. You must send this to 15 people including me.
          
          If you get at least 3 back, you are loved.
          
          Nobody knows how important something is, until you lose it.
          
          Tonight (right at 12:00pm) the person you love will realize they love you.
          
          Then, at 1:00pm to 2:00pm, be ready for the shock of your life.
          
          If you break this chain, you will have bad luck.
          
          With love, send this to the 15.
          
          If you don't you will turn ugly in one year.
          
          A friend told me to do this, so pass it on.
          
          Tomorrow Two boys/girls will ask if they can have your number.
          
          Send this message to 15 nice people or bad luck starts for a whole year..

march is TAKING ME OUT cause wdym THE LEE HEESEUNG left enha?? On top of that the inevitable zb1 breakup??? This is a fever nightmare 

if i survive post May, i'll probably pick my pen up again after 6 years to start writing. 
          
          
          IF i survive that is.

Fml. I mean im trying so hard to keep my depressed ahh optimistic but TF IS THIS SIR 

day #9 of quitting all distractions (still going strong)
          -haven't read a novel
          -haven't watched edits
          -haven't obsessed over anything (except goal)
          -haven't done anything stupid

exams be name JEE and kill you from within.
          exams be named NEET and create a mess in your life .
          exams be named CA but phir bhi faad dein.
          exams be named GATE and close all the gates to happiness.
          
          

2025 started and is going on like the shittiest year of my whole life. (health crisis, grades crisis, net crisis, sleep crisis and whatnot)

someone pls help me get outta this procrastination infinity loop. i swear its gonna land me in trouble.

crushing on my teacher was the last thing I thought I could do but here we are...