WritingSaga

I said not to ask me anything
          	But they asked instead 
          	I said not to say i am their friend
          	But they did the same thing
          	I said i would ignore them 
          	But they didn't listen 
          	I said i was sorry 
          	And everything now feels vice versa to me. 
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          	: ))

WritingSaga

I said not to ask me anything
          But they asked instead 
          I said not to say i am their friend
          But they did the same thing
          I said i would ignore them 
          But they didn't listen 
          I said i was sorry 
          And everything now feels vice versa to me. 
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          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          .
          : ))

WritingSaga

Why everything has to ho wrong 
          Why those hallucinations occur
          Why can't i get a hold on myself 
          What the hell is my purpose here
          When it is never according to me 
          Why it always turns away 
          Please my sane mind 
          Please come back to me 
          Oh Please i can't get a hold on anxiety 
          Please come back to me 
          I don't want to lose myself 
          I don't want to lose this time 
          I don't want to lose !!

WritingSaga

It's a new day again 
          After the chaos 
          A Sunday 
          Probably hated by me 
          Yes I have hated Sundays after my collge 
          My place feels crowded 
          My place gets noisy
          And I need peace
          Okay I will rejoice it again 
          Likely when I get my peace in life
          That chaos is not as yesterday
          It is like my silent partner 
          Watching me 
          Over and over turning towards me 
          With that cunning smile 
          Ready to crush my smile

WritingSaga

Should I smile or laugh 
          Should I kill it the day it starts to overcome me 
          Should I go with the flow 
          Let the time end my patience 
          Let the time overcome me 
          Let myself seep through this piece of earth 
          Causing and end to whatever I wanted 
          All I could do is wait 
          Wait for the await that I am finding is never gonna come soon.
          What wait I am waiting is not defined yet I guess 
          I am only seeping and the surroundings are moving 
          I find myself as a psychic.

WritingSaga

hello everyone
          So, it has been a lot of time since I have posted anything. I am still not going to write for a few more months. But it is something else from writing here.
          It feels like I have been missing someone so bad so bad, but I cannot do anything about it. 
          I feel like I should get teleported to some place where no one knows me. Not a single piece of rock.
          I am being sentimental right now, but I feel this way not quite every time.  
          I want to get over it, but I cannot. Being 23 feels like a punishment Right now. On top of that not able to escape this place with a good reason turns out to be a loser.
          
          It's okay days will get better. 
          ❤️