Writingoutmypain

As i sot here I wonder if I will get better or if I will stay this sick. More voices speak each day. More screaming. More hate. More confusion. Yet I still contine, I still go on with my days, and sit here reading as many books as i can. Just so I can hide from my life. I am no longer depressed, nor am I happy. I am simply numb. I find my self faking all of my happiness. The things I love to do are now too much work. But numb is better than depressed. I dont feel sad, I dont feel the need to kill myself, I feel nothing.

cloudisme

@Writingoutmypain hey text me if you need anything or just to talk us nonbinary pals have to be here for each other i know its hard it really really hard but it gets better numb is only temporary you will feel again but fr hmu ill talk all night
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Writingoutmypain

As i sot here I wonder if I will get better or if I will stay this sick. More voices speak each day. More screaming. More hate. More confusion. Yet I still contine, I still go on with my days, and sit here reading as many books as i can. Just so I can hide from my life. I am no longer depressed, nor am I happy. I am simply numb. I find my self faking all of my happiness. The things I love to do are now too much work. But numb is better than depressed. I dont feel sad, I dont feel the need to kill myself, I feel nothing.

cloudisme

@Writingoutmypain hey text me if you need anything or just to talk us nonbinary pals have to be here for each other i know its hard it really really hard but it gets better numb is only temporary you will feel again but fr hmu ill talk all night
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Writingoutmypain

I felt like life was just going in a downward spiral for me I just don't know if I should give up. But then my headed gets filled with thoughts of my friends and the small portion of family that still cares and I realize I need to make another day just to be able to see their faces and here their voices saying that everything is going to be alright. I look back at the messages my friends sent me in my times of weakness and realize that they care and I'm not willing to make them sad, so I'll live another day.

Writingoutmypain

Hey so after a long internal fight I decided that I will not be able to write, the stress is just to much for me to keep a schedule so I'm sorry if you wanted to read Now To Stop Hiding but I just have to focus on my mental health which is hard on itself, but if I do publish another story I will publish it complete so I am only writing when I feel like it which is easier for me, but if you are looking for a good writer who actually sticks to a good schedule and writes great stories check out ScarletRed872 she is one of my best friends out side of Wattpad and writes great stories. Sorry but I just can't write.