flawsomewallflower

Hey! Sorry na for coming late to reply. I read your message but Wattpad is throwing tantrums, not showing it. 1stly if you had thrown the bi*c* from terrace, I wouldn't have judged you. I don't understand woman sometimes. And your experience proved my point again. Also it's so frustrating that you've to tolerate that guy after everything. I hope you always stay safe, physically & emotionally. I wish I were there with u. 
          (⁠づ⁠。⁠◕⁠‿⁠‿⁠◕⁠。⁠)⁠づ
          Also I have no words for Gmmtv, what a dirty game they played, TTH next day, no promotion of ADAAP. See I won't lie that a part of me was not disappointed at P'Tay. This time he really...well yeah. But I felt I knew the real P'Tay, even though he is literally and untouchable star for me. So like as always I prayed for his & P'New's well being. And continued to stay away to keep my emotions safe. I won't easily be indulged on their real world probably bcz my heart already belong to them & I will cherish them through my fictions as long as I can. & Let's not talk about the other fandoms. I spit at them when their own bias like TN, who care about their jobless hatred? See you didn't yap, I am the real yapper here. I was reading the old chaps of the Devil's prince & saw your comments too. Then realised you are long away from Rival Hearts too. One day I hope you come back & bless my character with your comments too again. I will wait for you. Till then take care buddy, study, eat, rest, breath & don't forget to smile, I will always pray for your safety of heart
          (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤

flawsomewallflower

@Wsdghjk OMG! No waittttt. Gurl what??? Did you teach them a good lesson or not? Can I be rude? Honestly I kind of despise the girls who are in relationship and think their bfs are saint,  blame others for thos jacka*s's fault. I am sorry but not sorry. Your friend, I doubt whether to call her your friend at all. Anyway you're truly a TN fan. I mean this much coincidence. Bad joke. 
          I didn't started watching ADAAP yet. I am still in the phase of distancing from TN except my own fictional world. Though I am better I guess or may be I don't know.
          Now now it's actually not a rocket science for me why you're exhausted. I can see you went through so much even though you're casually saying it. I know how it feels when you didn't do anything and everything falls on you. We don't want this unnecessary limelight. Take care of yourself. Remember if you know you're honest, nothing can touch you. Let them bark and enjoy the half cooked stories. You enjoy it and sometimes laugh at them. You're the real diva here. Let's say Iconic by Mistake. Haha so suitable for you. Take care☘️With you always n forever ❤️
          (P. S. My Rival duo also miss you✨)
          

flawsomewallflower

Hiiiiii,
          Where have you been?
          Sowwwwyyy to disturb but r you alright?
          I just wanted to say I miss you❤️

Wsdghjk

@flawsomewallflower  Hi
            I also miss you so much, 
            In May I have back to back exam & project presentation. I really don't have time & at night I'm so tired that I don't know when I always fall sleep. After Exam my life become ADAAP pilot 55555 because my one friend propose me when he already have a GF So I become Veha. I reject him directly but I don't know how his GF got to know half story & create good Drama in my college. I just drag in whole drama when I'm innocent because all these thing I'm even not able to join trending ADAAP also from last to weeks I don't know why I'm tired mentally that time & also being introvert but suddenly getting attention from other students is too much for me. That it now I'm ok. Now, Again My life back to normal. 
            How are you? You are not disturbing me & even I'm happy that you remember me.
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flawsomewallflower

@Wsdghjk Hii, it's okay to reply late. I was just worried if any of my word hurt u, overthinking at it's peak. I am very very happy that u even think to consider my WilliamEst book too. That's it♥️now coming to ' Rival Hearts ' I was skeptical of my phrasing or ideology about abortion/parenthood and relationship, I am relieved some of you appreciate it, even felt it... I am glad. You know I am working again an Rival Hearts, privately, 2 chaps are almost done, but right now I won't publish the new ones/republish the old ones. Mainly since I am a very slow writer, this time I don't want you all to wait long for updates, so I thought to draft one/two more chaps before I returned after a break. Lastly take lots of love from this side✨ and don't mind my too much talkativeness dearie♥️

flawsomewallflower

@Wsdghjk heyo lemme clear one thing first never ever delete anything from my feed, just like you said you won't judge me, I also wanna say I lub when people approach me and leave something there. It makes me feel so seen. And how can I not thank you, hu? How can I not recognize your kindness that once you received from other POLCAS, you transport it to me in my hard time? I love you and I feel you, if not fully, partly yes... I feel you. Like Damn I curse myself everday for being born... But surviving matters, we may not live wholly we can survive dear we can dear♥️ but as you virtually promised to be with me, I wanna share something which may offend you, still the thing is I am a bit exhausted by my lengthy TayNew fanfics, so I am gonna take a break and use it as a healthy diversion by publishing An WilliamEst oneshot book. I am afraid indeed to hurt you all but it's for my comfort. I am sorry in advance.
          Don't forget to take care of yourself, love n kissie from Wallflower ♥️

flawsomewallflower

Okay I finally found you. Last week when I suddenly unpublished everything, you left a message for me. I read it then and you won't probably believe how much I needed it then. You may have deleted it because I didn't reply to you but it's not that, that night I was having an immensely ugly breakdown, so it was impossible to type anything back to you. 
          But what you said, how much you thought of me, means a lot to me more than my petty words can express. Thank you and I truly love you♥️♥️♥️♥️

Wsdghjk

@flawsomewallflower Sorry for late reply I'm these day little more busy with my life. you don't have to Sorry for writing WilliamEst fanfics. I'm telling I'm going to read your their fanfics also  because first I also like them and more I love your fanfics there topic is so heart touching & even they change my perspective to see life like rival's heart, I Understand New fear about Baby's future being in a relationship which don't have name & how Tay's mom explain about abortion so on....
            Enjoy your break & also take care of your health. love you na
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Wsdghjk

@flawsomewallflower I understand you, I also have multiple breakdown & Panic attacks. Sometime i not even want to live but .....It's life. Just keep fighting. I'm happy at least my message help you. Really whenever you want to talk something or feel alone or want too share I'm always here for you. Feel free. I promise I never going to judge you. 
            I deleted that message because I think maybe you find my message over react & you don't have to thank you to me this something what some Polcas tough me last year. That humanity still alive & our one message can help other without we even don't know that person in real life.  I also love you don't why but I always relate you. Be happy & healthy na .
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