flawsomewallflower

@Wsdghjk Hii, it's okay to reply late. I was just worried if any of my word hurt u, overthinking at it's peak. I am very very happy that u even think to consider my WilliamEst book too. That's it♥️now coming to ' Rival Hearts ' I was skeptical of my phrasing or ideology about abortion/parenthood and relationship, I am relieved some of you appreciate it, even felt it... I am glad. You know I am working again an Rival Hearts, privately, 2 chaps are almost done, but right now I won't publish the new ones/republish the old ones. Mainly since I am a very slow writer, this time I don't want you all to wait long for updates, so I thought to draft one/two more chaps before I returned after a break. Lastly take lots of love from this side✨ and don't mind my too much talkativeness dearie♥️

flawsomewallflower

@Wsdghjk heyo lemme clear one thing first never ever delete anything from my feed, just like you said you won't judge me, I also wanna say I lub when people approach me and leave something there. It makes me feel so seen. And how can I not thank you, hu? How can I not recognize your kindness that once you received from other POLCAS, you transport it to me in my hard time? I love you and I feel you, if not fully, partly yes... I feel you. Like Damn I curse myself everday for being born... But surviving matters, we may not live wholly we can survive dear we can dear♥️ but as you virtually promised to be with me, I wanna share something which may offend you, still the thing is I am a bit exhausted by my lengthy TayNew fanfics, so I am gonna take a break and use it as a healthy diversion by publishing An WilliamEst oneshot book. I am afraid indeed to hurt you all but it's for my comfort. I am sorry in advance.
          Don't forget to take care of yourself, love n kissie from Wallflower ♥️

flawsomewallflower

Okay I finally found you. Last week when I suddenly unpublished everything, you left a message for me. I read it then and you won't probably believe how much I needed it then. You may have deleted it because I didn't reply to you but it's not that, that night I was having an immensely ugly breakdown, so it was impossible to type anything back to you. 
          But what you said, how much you thought of me, means a lot to me more than my petty words can express. Thank you and I truly love you♥️♥️♥️♥️

Wsdghjk

@flawsomewallflower Sorry for late reply I'm these day little more busy with my life. you don't have to Sorry for writing WilliamEst fanfics. I'm telling I'm going to read your their fanfics also  because first I also like them and more I love your fanfics there topic is so heart touching & even they change my perspective to see life like rival's heart, I Understand New fear about Baby's future being in a relationship which don't have name & how Tay's mom explain about abortion so on....
            Enjoy your break & also take care of your health. love you na
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Wsdghjk

@flawsomewallflower I understand you, I also have multiple breakdown & Panic attacks. Sometime i not even want to live but .....It's life. Just keep fighting. I'm happy at least my message help you. Really whenever you want to talk something or feel alone or want too share I'm always here for you. Feel free. I promise I never going to judge you. 
            I deleted that message because I think maybe you find my message over react & you don't have to thank you to me this something what some Polcas tough me last year. That humanity still alive & our one message can help other without we even don't know that person in real life.  I also love you don't why but I always relate you. Be happy & healthy na .
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