you know, i thought that i could control the stuff around me, actually organize my life, i thought that maybe i can have good grades, do my homework, while being on the internet. make people proud, while obsessing over stuff on the internet to the point where i forget about the important stuff in my actual life
ok sorry. this wasnt suppose to be long or actually a message. i just needed to says something ok hello im fine. im ok. alright.
im okay.