WunderbarFrau

I'm back! Yeah, I just remembered I had this account for posting fics so I might start doing that again... I used to talk into the void all the time (which I still am doing right now). Looking at all my old posts is very fun. Im gonna see what fics I can recover. BACK TO EMBARASSING MYSELF ON THE INTERNET OVER HALF A YEAR LATER!!

I really want to write again, im just not sure what. hmmm....
          
          also, I am going to be changing my username, just as a heads up.

Hosting a D&D session tonight! we have 3 new players joining the campaign, and I have only played D&D once- the last session in the campaign. No better way to learn than stressing yourself over DM-ing for the first time ever! In all seriousness, though, last session worked so much smoother than I thought. It was awesome and every player was cooperative and willing to just have fun (Unlike someone- *looks at my sister, who got mad during test runs because i was narrating off-script and left when we started playing it like real d&d*). Can't wait for tonight! Though I really hope the new players are as well-behaved. I do hope they get into the harmless shenanigans I adore from them though!

Welcome to AU central!!
          
          I am not one to make fannon or really interact with the original text of something to alter it in a sort of AU. However, there is one thing that bugs me with warrior cats that I simply had to fix- Swiftpaw! as one of my favorites, im a little disappointed that he gets forgotten so soon after his death. And so, in my personal design of him and Brightheart I did something small yet effective. unrealistic though it may be, Swiftpaw possesses a thunderclan earring which he wears to show clan pride. A lot of pride. after his death, Brightheart takes the earring and wears it for the rest of her adulthood in his memory.
          
          How did Brightheart get her paws on something so precious? Well, I have an answer for that too, since there were other cats involved in swiftpaw's life who were forgotten as well. Longtail finds the earring at the scene of the attack, having been ripped of/fallen off. He gives it to goldenflower, who deserves her son's paraphernalia. She then bestows it to Brightheart.
          
          My one, secret fanon, ladies and gents.

Ive been watching Bungou Stray Dogs and guess what?
          
          I made it to season four! Which means I will now speak into the void about it.
          
          There are two characters I have a burning passion of hatred for: Atsushi and Ango. I hate them so much. For different reasons, of course. Ango is simply annoying as all hell. I dont care that he is a traitor- I just find him irritating. He walked on screen for the first time and I groaned audibly. You can tell exactly what kind of man he is by the clever animation of his glasses *pushes up from nose cutely* he says. He ruined the arc for me, no hate to his fans. And Atsushi... He made me like Akutagawa, which I never thought I would. Ever. Atsushi is so annoying with his trauma it hurts. Like yeah, you can have trauma and you can be sad about it. But do you really need to have TWO moments where you come to terms with your past to motivate you IN A ROW??? It feels so stupid when there was so much buildup for the first time and none for the second. All you did was go too close to a gasoline truck or something, dont act like this show belongs to you you are not the main character in my rendition. He feels so static, like he hasnt changed even though its obvious he has. And I was groaning throughout the entire  episode when his old 'dad' (their words not fine ughhhhhh) died. THAT MAN ABUSED YOU. DONT GLORIFY HIM. Sometimes I wish he would just grow some wereballs or stop acting like hes fit for his job cuz those two things dont line up. Akutagawa is his one saving grace.
          
          Tune in next time when I gush about how much I love Ranpo.
          And for a quick treat, my list of favorites from least to most (all of these are A- to S-tier).
          Akutagawa, Fyodor, Natsume, Mori, Lovecraft, Q., Poe, Francis, Junichiro, Ranpo.
          See ya!

Back from my hiatus! As promised, the first fic I will be posting for you is The Sky is Red, For Tonight, my Warriors oneshot fic, which is probably going to be the easiest to write. Enjoy, if you will.

I think its best I stop pushing myself to write, as I am not particularly attached to anything I have written here so far. I am going to take a break from writing, though I may come over here to write character studies and just overall thoughts in the conversations section. All stories will be taken down and writing will be put on hold. Perhaps soon I will be able to actually write something I am attached to and that you can be attached to as well. Have a wonderful day, you wonderful human. :)

Am I wrong to think Brightheart would have been like Leafstar name-wise? I feel like she would subscribe to the idea of legacy naming, as she apprears fairly sentimental and caring. I with she named her kit Swiftkit, asfter Swiftpaw, as the death of this major figure in Brightheart's life is just kind of glossed over in favor of her and Cloudtail's romance arc. Brightheart was genuinely friends with Swiftpaw, and I imagine she went along to fight the dogs because she sympathized with his frustration, and because she cared about him. Brightheart gets glossed over by the text very quickly in the first series. Her arc of learning to find use in her disability and accepting herself is overshadowed by Firestar being proud of his nephew for helping the poor half-blind cat. Yet Brightheart surely had many things to struggle with after the fight with the dogs. Grief, survivor's guilt, self-consciousness, feelings of uselessness... She should have been written to struggle more with these things; it could have developed her character more, especially since she is such an interesting character with such potential throughout her early life. And again, I feel like the death of Swiftpaw was just forgotten by the entire clan. Brightheart should have named her kit Swiftkit. Change my mind.

Once again I have let myself loose onto Wattpad and created another fic! This one is called "Newclan; where time doesn't exist" and it follows a handful of my own OC's from every group I have made over time. If you like drama, the story is packed with it.
          
          The new story will be released in roughly a week, so that I have time to make backup chapters. I hope you enjoy it!

Sadly, I am cancelling Three of Stars temporarily. I have not have the time or inspiration to write out and plan a linear story.
          
          Never fear, however, for I will be working on a much smaller, easier to write 'one-shot' fic. Be on the look out and thank you in advance for your patience!