I'm having one of those days where I feel like nothing I do matters... Every day I seem to be losing more and more friends left and right and there isn't a thing that can make it any better. People I have once called my best friends treat me like a stranger and pretend I don't exist... A question I continue to ask myself is why do I even care about people who don't even give a thought about me? They used to care about me and included me in things... and once I introduced the two friends together, my two best friends leave me out of everything..... It has been three years ago since this happened and it effects me on a daily basis. What the heck did I do to deserve this? All I want is to have friends and have a normal life... Apparently I can't have that can I? My heart is breaking daily and I feel more and more alone. I don't have any friends to spend time with at all or the ones that actually do care (which is very few), I never get to see or talk to. Every night I often cry myself to sleep and wished I never met them or introduced them to each other because I would be still important to them possibly. There isn't a single thing I can do, so why do I even care about it still? :'(.... I really wish I had friends.
