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no one notices the pain Shuichi went through. It's always "Kokichi this" and "Kokichi that". Everyone makes Kokichi the depressed one. What about Shuichi? He had to put all his friends to death. But poor, poor Kokichi. right?

For christmas I want to be loved

The black..hole..Of the....Window....Where you sleep...The night breeze...
          Carries...Something sweet....A peach...tree....Wild women don't get the blues...But I find that....Lately I've been crying like a..Tall...child
          So please, hurry leave me. 
          I can't breathe..
          Please don't say you love me....
          胸がはち切れそうで
          One word from you and I would Jump off of this Ledge I'm on Baby...
          Tell me "don't" So I can Crawl back in...And I was so young...When I behaved..Twenty five....Yet now I find...I've grown into.....A tall....child...
          And I don't wanna go home yet....Let me walk to the top of the big night sky..
          Please hurry leave me..
          I can't breathe..
          Please don't say you love me....
          胸がはち切れそうで
          One word from you and I would Jump off of this Ledge I'm on Baby...
          Tell me "don't" So I can Crawl back in...
          One word from you..and I would..Jump off of this Ledge I'm on Baby....
          Tell me "don't" So I can Crawl back in.....

..I want it to be, like, messy.
          
          I'm so insecure, I think. That I'll die before I drink. And I'm so caught up in the news. Of who likes me and who hates you.
          And I'm so tired that I might. Quit my job, start a new life.
          And they'd all be so disappointed. Cause who am I, if not exploited?
          And I'm so sick of 17.. Where's my fucking teenage dream?
          If someone tells me one more time. "Enjoy your youth, " I'm gonna cry..
          And I don't stick up for myself. I'm anxious and nothing can help.
          And I wish I'd done this before. And I wish people liked me more.
          All I did was try my best! This the kind of thanks I get?! Unrelentlessly upset!
          They say these are the golden years! But I wish I could disappear!..
          Ego crush is so severe..! God. it's brutal out here. I feel like no one wants me. And I hate the way I'm perceived. I only have two real friends..And lately, I'm a nervous wreck..Cause I love people I don't like..And I hate every song I write..And I'm not cool..and I'm not smart..And I can't even parallel park..All I did was try my best!
          This the kind of thanks I get?! Unrelentlessly upset!! They say these are the golden years..But I wish I could disappear..Ego crush is so severe..God..it's brutal out here..
          Got a broken ego..broken heart..
          And God, I don't even know where...to start..

I'm not really sure if my words make sense to you..But I can't really find..
          Any other way to form these feelings into cubes...And sort them in my mind..
          The negative thoughts go on the left...
          And the happy things on the right..
          And there's a little corner saved just for you....
          Please let me know if you change your mind..Cause inside I'm falling..
          And I..need you to pull me out of this decline..
          I realise how hard on you this must seem..
          But trust me..When I say its far, far worse for..me...
          Please..please be here.. for me dear..Cause I've never needed a friend more..
          And I cant stress enough how much it means to me that you're trying...
          And I..don't mind if you can't hold me like..you used to..Cause I've never hated myself more..But this is just a bump in the road and I promise I'm trying...
          ..Give me a moment to get my..cards in line..Cause I'm still trying to figure out..In what kind of order I should set them out...If there was a way to explain..everything without a word...I'd have a full house right now without a doubt...
          I'm trying to tear the wool from your eyes..But a part of me wants to let you be..
          ..Cause then you wouldn't see what I've become..I'm trying to shout but no sound comes out..It's like we're in a dream state..
          But I should've woken up...woken up by now...
          Please..please be here for me dear..Cause I've never needed a friend more..
          And I cant stress enough how much it means to me..that you're trying..
          And I..don't mind if you can't hold me like..you used to...Cause I've never hated myself more...But this is just a bump in the road and I promise I'm trying...

Happy Spooky Month!^^

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