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It doesn’t even feel like it actually happened in current time, it all seems like something that would be written down in 19th century history books, not X tweets. It all just seems so hopeless and scary at the same time. Charlie Kirk’s death was only two weeks ago, a day before the 11th of September, and yet it feels like it happened just yesterday. I’ve seen videos of people celebrating the death of a normal man, vandalizing his memorial, justifying his assassination, not giving a crap, leaving the left, and the biggest non-violent protests I’ve ever seen in both London and North Korea. I even saw the real uncensored video of him getting shot, and I am appalled and terrified by how desensitized all these freaks are.
          
          And there’s a bunch of bullshit about how he deserved it written on the bathroom stalls of my school too. I can’t even take a shit in peace without thinking about what my country is coming to. The thought of these psychopaths publicly cheering for the deaths of people like Charlie Kirk, people like my dad and I, scares me more than I’d like to admit.
          
          R.I.P to Charlie Kirk, and my condolences to his family, his strong wife and his daughter especially. I hope they both stay safe and loving, 
          
          The only positive thing that came out of this tragedy, as a result of Kirk’s death, was the affect it had on the world; uniting different people from all over the globe to speak up louder and use their voice, just as many other devastating events had once done before. If only Charlie could be here to see it.

I knew it. I always felt like there was something off about her. All the SA jokes in her shows (HB & HH) and how she hired someone with a literal gr*pe fetish to work on Poison. Maybe this doesn’t “confirm” my suspicions or anyone else’s, but it’s definitely enough to amplify them.
          (It’s her official YT channel and deviant art btw)
          https://youtube.com/playlist?list=FL-mv59SyvkVu5rWJq9IZrXg&si=CqKZqekC8OzL-rSM

¡Hola! Si este mensaje te resulta incómodo, por favor no dudes en decírmelo.
          
          Solo quería pedirte un poco de tu apoyo para mi única historia en mi perfil. Prometo devolvértelo con mucho gusto. Y, si te animas, también puedes visitar alguno de mis perfiles en Tumblr: mi cuenta principal es yuanplaybaseketball y mi cuenta secundaria es F1DriftingWithYuan.
          
          ¡Mil gracias!

It’s been a while, but I’ve finally hit some sort of inspiration. I’ve decided to move on from Hazbin Hotel and officially discontinue my old radiodust fanfic, instead I want to focus more on my own original works. Currently we don’t have enough insurance to continue paying for my therapy, so music is all I have left again. Mitski and Pastel Ghost are both helping, sort of, but having real life friends that I could actually connect with would be nicer.

I really don’t get the hate for radiodust. I’ve been seeing so much hate and negativity towards the ship and even though it’s not even my otp anymore and I’ve mostly moved on from it, it’s just getting annoying. For the record I don’t hate huskerdust, though it does make me uncomfortable due to the age gap (Angel is in his 30s while Husk is in his 70s, technically old enough to be his grandfather.) Most Hazbin hotel fans have been hating on radiodust because it erases aroace representation and doesn’t make sense. Ship wars and ship hating have been a part of fandoms for as long as they’ve existed, so it really isn’t a big deal. But I do wanna address some of the issues because, well, I’m bored and it’s entertaining (also I’m interested in other people’s opinions and viewpoints).

Living my thug life rn I ain’t got time for stupid book series rn.
          
          Peace be with u <3

I just killed 2 cockroaches in my upstairs bathroom today, only one of which was with flying bug spray!<3

Okayyyyyy so to put it simply turns out my vacation to Mexico took 45 days (from June 16 to July 29) instead of 2 weeks. I figured out why we had been there so long and it was because my family and uncle (my uncle who came with us but left early) we’re waiting for the plane tickets to lower in price (we’re cheap like that).
          After numerous mosquito bites and entomophobia panic attacks (Ironic because I literally draw anthropomorphic bugs), we are now leaving today, right now, on July 29.
          We’re waiting for the plane to get here so right now we’re just sitting down with other people.
          Also It’s raining pretty fucking heavily, so much I thought it was about to start raining rocks. I don’t think it has though, thankfully.
          Wish me luck, my flights almost here. Let’s hope the plane doesn’t crash final destination style!️

Okay. First off, none of this is hate against Vivziepop. I don’t hate her, nor do I love her because honestly I don’t personally know her and I don’t see the point of hating on someone.
          While I was a very big fan of her work back then my opinions have now changed as I’ve aged. But you have to remember that I do not hate Vivienne Medrano, and this is not a hate post directed towards her or anyone else.
          
          Alright. I know this is off topic and I’ve never really hinted at or talked about this. But now I feel like I need to get this off my chest because it has just confirmed my worst fear for Helluva Boss.
          When the first episode came out I was ecstatic although a little dissatisfied with the end, however I assumed that Vivzie and the crew were just finding their footing as this was their first episode.
          Then came episode 2, it was okay. Then episode 3, alright. And then so on and so on. That’s when I started to question what exactly I was watching.
          
          I tried not to be too judgmental, however that would soon turn out to be a slight miscalculation. 
          I began paying more attention to the commentary, ranting, and reviewing side of YouTube of which I found many Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel related topics.
          
          I took in and understood their criticisms, and left it at that. Yet even I started to notice these mistakes as well.
          From the “Millie problem”, to the repeating use of Moxxie having to prove himself, and the undying focus onto the show’s most popular ship Stolitz.
          Now, I do not despise the ship, and I do not ship it either. But this felt like a punch straight to the face for what I’m about to tell you next.
          
          Season 2, Episode 4 confirmed everything. And once again, it was focused on Stolas and Blitzø. It was then that I realized, I wasn’t watching a mature show.
          
          I was watching something else, entirely different from the story I had been promised.

Going on a flight to Mexico rn! We’re just leaving! Wish me luck! If I don’t update ever again assume I died on this trip lol! XD
          
          Thursday, June 15, 2023
          Sincerely, Juniffer Rose Thorn