God

I feel like this is the end of my road honestly my depression is eating me alive Its like I have so little friends it's too hard to be happy because I'm so lonely 

Why does lying seem like an okay thing to do to me. Don't lie to me any longer. I don't want to hear it all you do is pull me closer and then push me further away again and again and I'm getting dizzy 

So bored like no one is texting me (I have literally no friends) 

Someone should message me because I'm an attention hoe who needs a lot of attention and I haven't got enough 

Who needs friends when you can have late night cry sessions 

Tonight just a night for this big baby aka me to cry and cry and cry some more 

Most homo human out there is me. I'm a little gay boy. I'm also very bored so inbox me!! 

I'm Neurotic and full of trust issues but I'm still me and I'm sorry for being scared I'm sorry for not being able to handle myself properly I hate to weigh you down with my issues I hate to make you think any of its your fault because it's not I just can't help but be skeptical all the time 

This is Hannah, by the way. XD

Also why does me being over weight make you think I have some form of diabetes or that I'll have a heart attack and die. Maybe I should just have a heart attack and die it would be easier