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i loved your book!

Hi. It’s been a while. Lots of stuff has been happening in life. Too much for me to try and write down at the moment...I don’t know why I’m still awake.. it’s late. I almost forgot this account existed...but my memory of this account has resurfaced along with a lot of other thoughts tonight. I need to go to bed before my thoughts get out of hand...

Hi. I’m sad. I don’t know why (or well I just don’t want to say why) but I just am :’).
          Life is just weird right now. I don’t knowww...
          Also hi I’m back. I haven’t been on this app in a while because, ya know, life. ;-;

Life has shown me yet again that I don’t deserve my friends. I can’t believe how my trash self has ended up with such incredible friends. What started as a funny, yet self-deprecating post turned into a therapy session with me crying tears of genuine happiness because of my friends’ kindness. I love you guys <3.
          Despite this, today just felt weird. In school I felt pretty happy but as soon as I got into my car alone I just felt sad. I don’t know why. It’s just weird. So now I’m kind of just sad, for no reason really... I don’t know... :’P Maybe it’s the stress coming back again... maybe...

My coaches put too much faith in me... and I love them so much for doing so. But it just scares me when they trust me to test out a new ‘toy’...especially when the toy is not commercially produced...and only 300 exist...so basically it’s a rare prototype model...that is way too much responsibility that I should not have. But I’m appreciative to my coaches for trusting me with that. Now I’m tired. Because I stayed late after practice to use the new ‘toy’ and I have to be up again in a few hours for practice again. Good night. XP

I’m slowly learning that sleeping sporadically through the night isn’t ‘good sleep’. Even though the total amount of sleep I get should be sufficient, I’m left so brain dead that I don’t know how I just got through my two socratic seminars...nor do I know how I will get through my meeting later. But oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
          On a side note, I love my best friend. We were playing would you rather and the question was, “Would you rather read the minds of men OR read the minds of women.” (keep in mind we are both women). I chose the men option cus I’m a hopeless romantic and my bestie chose the women option because she wants to be able to check in on my thoughts/mental health so she knows when to help me. Istg I love her so much, she made my entire day, week, month, and so on. What did I do to deserve a friend like her?ノホモ。

HI GUYS! :D
          1) I'm still alive!
          2) I'm still kind of on a hiatus, or well not really?? I don't really feel inspired to write anything new, which is probably a good thing lol (refer to the last couple of chapters of my book for a better explanation).
          3) Though I'm not writing anymore, I wanted to start making these kinds of posts or just a series of random posts or "announcements" of day to day life, just because I'm bored and I like interacting with you guys :)
          My birdie friend does this pretty often and I think it's pretty fun how my friend is able to interact with her following so I wanna give it a try too :3.
          4) Ok, that's all I wanted to say...Love you guys <3 XD

1) I’m not dead :))
          2) I changed my AeSTHeTiC a bit :3
          3) Thank you so much to all of you for your amazing support! I know it was a while ago that I made those updates to my book, but the love and support from you guys still warms my heart and will forever be appreciated<3
          4) I guess this is my “official hiatus announcement”. Ok. I know I’ve been super inactive for the past month already but I finally realized that I should actually say something about my inactivity instead of just ‘disappearing’ :).
          5) I guess it’s not a ‘strict hiatus’ because I’ll still be online to read and respond to any PMs that come my way, but it’ll be more of a break from making posts or writing.
          6) I honestly kinda really enjoy writing so I hope to come back and write stories for fun and not really for ‘other reasons’ lol :P
          7) Thank you for understanding and I hope to be back soon! ^ - ^

I'm so so so so sorry I haven't posted a new chapter yet! Last week had been incredibly busy and life just wanted to play with my emotions, so I'm so sorry that it's taken me so long to post another chapter and made it seem like I just disappeared. There's been a lot going on in life now and I feel guilty that I have not been able to post a new chapter for you guys. I promise I am trying my best to catch up and continue to write, and I hope to post a new chapter soon. Thank you so much for all the support on the book so far I am so incredibly appreciative of you all! <3
          
          Until Next Chapter! -
             ~ X_YamiKawaii_X